Hatred

2009-09-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

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2009-09-21T06:04:00.001-07:00

I miss you so bad.

You hurt me so bad.

And left me alone crying so bad.

2009-09-20T11:16:00.000-07:00

Life is never fair .
maybe to me only.
today will be the day i shall never forget.
And thanks those who are there for me when i called.
I shall never forget what had happen.
Bad regret.

why why why !
everything turns out like this.
i thought everything would be sweet and simple .
blame me,blame him,blame them ?
i can't take down this breath.
i can't let go the anger in me.
so disappointed in me or him ?
i'm so pathetic.
in a way of in relationship.
Girls are not supposed to be treated this way.
never supposed to.
Guys are jerks,but i can't let go.
Today things make a great great impact in me.

2009-09-18T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'm getting a computer on sunday.
which means,i can blog till i wanna stop (:
I'm having slight fever now,and i doesn't feel good at all.
sigh.
i miss one of my brother very much now ):
i wish i can share everything inside me now to him.
how bad i feel now.
how much i wanted cry now ):
but he can't be here now,i know ):
i will be waiting.. ):
i have my girlf's with me all this while.
sorry,i disappointed you guys.
the advice you all gave that i decide not to listen.
now here i'm crying alone but you guys are still here.
thanks.
i hate him for lying.
i wanna forget him forever.
he sucks more then anybody else.
i wanna kill someone now.

2009-09-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

I think i'm really dumb.
Few months ago i have this choice of not letting myself get hurt.
Now i could only let myself in and not out.
Promises and so,everything was not meant to be true from you.
Changes you intend to change but failed badly.
Now i'm dying to wake myself up from this terrible nightmare.
So i could forget,forget every single things.
Hiding my phone just not to text you,crying alone just to hide from you.
And reminding myself the hurts you gave.
I must let go.

I miss alot people badly ):
Someone that is use to be so close to me .
Someone that would heard what i want to say.
Someone would stand by me no matter what.
Someone that dotes me the most.
Someone i lost now...
Sigh , I feel so disgusted by my own friends somehow.
maybe is their action or rumours.
Not gonna name out .
Just hope i'm not thinking too much .

2009-09-08T01:50:00.000-07:00

i miss you hard.

if time can turn i wish everything is the same as past.

time to let go,everyone said so.

thanks for everything,luv ):

2009-08-13T03:53:00.000-07:00

Disappointed in certain people.
not going to name out.
I need a laptop badly everyday, school is killing me almost everyday.
Mum going down school tomorrow and well the reason is cause i'm late
for everyday .
Spending almost everyday with boyf(:
Movie's,shopping,slacking.
Girlf is always beside me too :D
Saturday will be watching movie with boyf and co.
I think i need a makeover,very unhappy with my face.
Need some new tops,bottom,make up and everything :D
I hope people around me would change.
Let's wish for peace ! Hengqi should know what i mean* (:

2009-08-08T08:50:00.001-07:00

I'm gonna post just one time in a million year.
Many things have change,many people too.
But i am still moving on
Out almost everyday this few months.
came to think about it,when is the last day i
stayed home and ate dinner with my family.
Girlfriends was with me almost every day.
And having a worst feeling now,no one understand me
even my closest girlfriend.
Gonna find my adviser soon .
Very very very disapointed in alot of people.
When you cry,don't cry for the sake of acting.
when you play,don't play over the limits.
everyone have their limits.
Blog won't be update soon too.
will be died,till i got a laptop.

Nights and Days.

2009-06-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

I get to touch laptop agn !
Very very very happy.
I think i'm mad this few days.
So broke to get any single things.
Sigh , till i got back my energy to play.
i will post with pictures.
I have been sleeping in the day,and out in the night.
Shag .
I'm changing too , just a little more time.
Bye.

2009-06-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

Happy advanced birthday darling !
We didn't know each other for long.
but i still love you alot :D
You always would bear with my fcuk up attitude in school or outside.
Thank you really much.
And please don't be stupid over guys agn .
If not you will get scolding from me agn .
May your wish come true.
Love you always :D

Celebrate Darling birthday at partyworld.
Have alot of fun with them , Darling;Joey;Hengqi;Joshua;Jiaen;Potato !
i think i'm having a bad hair day yesterday .
Lol , Sing alot and drink alot .
Hengqi went drunk last min , and she is damm hard to handle.
Cry and sit down halfway walking.
We drag her , slap her but she still remain drunk.
Laughs.
I stayed home the whole day today {:
Gonna go town tomorrow with my girl :D
And drinking session soon with my girl too :D
Update soon :D

2009-06-08T12:03:00.000-07:00

Hehe , i'm back yo !
Anyone misses me ? D:
I'm beeen in town areas this few days , and is damm tiring.
i gonna stay home soon.
Partyworld on thursday , drinking and singing :o
I'm gonna die soon , i'm lack of money,sleep and alot things.
Potato have been entertaining me this few days.
Haha , he is acting more and more cute too -.-
(which is damm irritating.) :D
I'm gonna go malaysia and enjoy agn .
but i wanna find someone tag along with me .
anyone ? D:
blog agn soon :D

2009-06-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

Finally get to post agn.
lately i have been spending my time uselessly.
Thursday went for rebond and a haircut,
Hengqi and co then comment then it's look better then
my previous hair .
Friday dont intend to go out,
but went out last min.
Train down alone to meet tengyin and her boyf.
Dinner at ding tai feng.
Which after they left me alone , and went to watch movie .
Went back alone , and find some place slack.
Plan to watch sunrise with friends,didn't sleep a wink for the whole night.
But in the end didn't get to see anything.
Breakfast then home.
Maybe monday for steamboat ! :D (with tengyin and co)

Maybe i really don't belong to this group.
Maybe the reason you didn't came is because of me.
i miss your soft touch badly,your care,your jokes.
you treated me so good,but why did you turn away in the end.
The fact is i should leave,cause you don't need me anymore D:
I miss you badly still }:

2009-05-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

I got my tongue pierce alr ! :D
by a unskill girl , Fu huiting !
hahah. she gonna kill me.
today last day blog luh }:
returning laptop luh , any one wanna buy one for me ?
rotting to death.
i'm heading out to jurong point soon {:
meeting xiao min.
and i'm god damm broke !

2009-05-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

I spent my day sitting at the bench outside office.
Boring is what i can describe my feelings at there.
writing the same lines over and over agn.
which make me quite crazy.
fall asleep halfway writing.
400 same old lines repeating in my mind.
dam boring.
went to jp , to meet up with some ass . {:
walked,cock,do stunts.
and homed {:
I'm looking forward to friday.
All ready plan , I'm gonna enjoy \m/
人心难测 .

2009-05-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

I'm back with no pictures.
but alot of words .
Read it if you want , or not leave it {:
Url change,thinking change.
Goodbye to him .
I'm smiling now,without thinking of him .
Knowing someone is easy,trusting someone is hard.
sigh sigh .
i feel like drinking this few days.
maybe on bitch birthday , i would drink like hell.
I wanted to know more friends !
Jurong friends is damm boring ~ (just kidding :D )
The more the merrier what :D
i going to hunt a job soon , and finds friends with people.
hahah .

2009-05-22T00:50:00.000-07:00

I'm back :D
I fail alot subject ! sian.
But happy goes lucky :D
Hope i'm lucky to win money tml ! :D
if win must thanks to buddy.

ahahs .
Bitch birthday coming , wish a not happy birthday !

Haha, Joking !
Bye , update soon :D

I am bless to see you smile,safe and sound.
i also hope hope you would be good and not back to last time.
If i couldn't be with you , seeing you happy
is also a blessing .
i miss you alot alot, and i envy her alot too.
sometimes i wish you would still scold me for what i did.
cause it's at least show some cares from you.
but i know i woun't have all this back.
so long alr, and i'm still holding on.
unable forget you,but you stil don't know is you...

2009-05-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

I'm hunting job like shit this few days.
due to some fcuking reason.
sigh,stress .

2009-05-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

i wish i cherish every single one of you in the past.
i wish i could turn back times,
to get you all back.
i wish everything would come true now.
true friends are hard to find.
they might betray you anytime.
beware of two-headed snakes.
(walls have ears..)

2009-05-14T00:26:00.000-07:00

Town with Hengqi on mother's day .
Walked around , brought high waist skirt
and a tank top.
Hongkong cafe for lunch [:
waited the food was like damm long.
hengqi keep camwhore around,everyone was looking at us ._.
Alot more photos , didn't upload {:
i think i am much happy now ;D
sometimes i do miss old friends alot though .
what past is past .
Look forward .
I love old songs now :D

2009-05-05T23:22:00.000-07:00

I'm Back [;
After a long time :D
but i think my blog is dying soon too .
at hengqi house now .
Skip school today for some reason .
but now i think i go school better ._.
Tml exam starts,english paper first .
Gd luck to everyone , hahah.
i think i gonna fail ._.
Hanging around jurongpoint this few days.
bored to max.
i need some shopping and fun.
i can't stay in kampong ._.
Sometimes i do miss you so.
i need some pamper and love now.
imy.

2009-04-28T00:30:00.001-07:00

School sucks {:
anonymous people sucks too {:

2009-04-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

:D
my maths is getting better.
i can get in certain things alr ! *cheers*
Hhahah , School is boring and tired today .
Mid year comminnnggg . ! >:
waiting for tomato to lend me his book .
so i can start reading story book :D

2009-04-18T03:02:00.001-07:00

I brought my hp alr ! :D
samsung F480 .
Now at hengqi house , haha .
going town alone soon ._.
Sians ...

2009-04-17T02:23:00.001-07:00

I'm back , and its fridayyyy :D
at bitch house now,and she's doing her homework .
Lol .
Annnnd she brought me a watch few days back .
{she asked me to post :D }
School is fine today .
Mass PE in the morning .
thenn PE afterwards , 2.4km .
run like shit , and FAIL ! wtfffffff ..
and i didn't eat the morning,feel damm dizzy .
then rest , science went sleeping.
1hour of recess :D {cause i skip mother tongue one period}
then reflection , and homeeee :D
i want money money money .
mid year coming soon , i gonna buck up.

2009-04-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

i WANT to read a book badly now.
but i couldn't find it ! {i didn't try finding actually ;x}
"memoirs of a gangster daughter"
this book is damm nice and addicting,i swear.
to me only lah , haha .
i read only a few pages and my classmates refuse
to lend me alr .. sians }:
help me find and i love youuu to the maxxx !
school sucks badly,cause i runnnn awayy from
the stupid detention.
3more days to weekend ! *cheers*
study study study }:

2009-04-13T17:40:00.000-07:00

in school now.
was having gastric in the morning.
bloody pain .
late for school , blahs
just squat in the toilet for few mins before come to class
to boring at the smelly toilet .
School bored me out like shit ...

2009-04-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

How's your weekends ? anyone that is viewing my blog :D
hahah.
i'm doind my e-learning now.
such a good girl {:
i love tengyin and huiting alot this few days.
hahha !
spammer that got nothing to do , please go study {:
i'm studying everday now :D hahhas , just kidding
slowly quiting smoking .
:DDDDD
&should i wait for new up-coming sony ericsson touch screen phone.
that have 12 mega pixels , i think .
and claim to be veryyyyy good. hahah.
but have to wait for months. }:
all just buy F480 or LG viewty .
btw my W910i alr break down . sians

2009-04-08T11:04:00.000-07:00

suspended from class.
still fine , not very boring .
but detention sucks to core .
hate then bloody fat pig alot .
detention time pass faster then i think.
as Dm talks to me , Haha.

2009-04-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

So long since i last cried.
maybe i learn to be strong.
but theres always someone to break me apart at some point of my life.
speechless.
no one to turn to ..
i'm always being used .
guys change like gluping down one drink at your most thirsty time.
sigh , school turn out to be sucky always .
i needed find one corner to relax myself .
maybe is my fault not to listen to others.
if i did,everything won't turn out like this.
i miss past }:
fcuk love.

edited /
you told me so much .
i listen in every single things.
but none of it you mean it.
i risk everything cause of your words .
but heartbreaks is what i get.
i feel tired , really tired .
same old shit , same old show.
but none are true .
i feel like killing every single of you all .

2009-03-29T10:03:00.001-07:00

Sigh sigh sigh .

2009-03-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

Came back from jurong point.
was damm boring .
was suppose to watch movie.
in the end , do nothing at jp .
slacking around only .
damm boring , went home around 10 ?
no life ppl -'-

i have been changin and changin.
maybe you wont know.
but its for the sake of you .
but slowly , i dont think this is love anymore.
but just good friends.
cause i will never get anything in return.
but i'm just treated as nothing in your eyes.
Always and forever .
when will i be appreciated like how you
appreciate others ?
i have been nothing so long so far,always.
maybe this is what i meant for .

2009-03-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

ART !

School is fine,i feel there alots cheap slut around now .
define "cheap" please {:
pathetic them .
I finally get the understand of the feeling as .
" 10min on stage,10 years of hard work behind the stage."
Just like my art T-T , i took hours to finish it.
but mr saz only take a look at it . ]:
after school went home and do art.
till now i'm still not done with it.
too many man,i'm getting lazy alr.
tmr is friday , my fav day in school :B
going out tmr maybe ? {:
oh ya , i flunk all my maths test ._.
pathetic 0 for every single one.
i know i needed buck up alr unless i wanna retain }:

2009-03-24T10:20:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL DAYS !

School days is wonderful,powerful,beautiful -'- !
skipped school today , due to my hate school attitude -.-
slept till afternoon and met up with hengqi and co.
ate my late lunch and headed off to slack.
evening time went to meet up with buddy and co.
slacked awhile and all went home.
candice and her fren then accompany me to wait bus.
bused home,sit around at house downstairs.
thinked alots of things alone.
then headed home {:
gonna change my blog skins soon when i have free time {:
&thanks to my CUTE sister for letting me use her laptop ..

2009-03-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

I get to use my bloody sis laptop agn ! :D
bored to the max on sunday .
was rotten .
today went school as usual .
supposily i wont be late , but the bus jam at central .
damm fcuk up .
lesson as usual , was kinda blur .,
and my cough is killing me , till its make me wanna puke.
after school went to have lunch at 5head
with vanessa , order alot .
in the end ate till my stomach gonna burst .
went home , and fall asleep ._.
woke up and was late meeting wenjing and co .
they nagggg me to the max.
rush to prepare and meet them at jp.
slack about an hour time and headed home ._.
tmr having school agn }:
feel like going to ite instead of studying for poly.
sians.

bloghoping and i suddenly feel the bless of being love.
the great of love.
and i feel like settling down my life alr .
love is so hard to control so hard to remain.
those that only need their one and only.
without nothing else .
its hard to find true love .
love is something that no one could ever predict.
friends love,girlfriends love,and only love. {:

2009-03-22T02:40:00.001-07:00

posting now in a very random mood.
didn't went out today like finally
a day for me to rest.
so boring staying at home.
have been to use to outside life.
finally i get to use msn a while :D
and chating with ahsen :D hahahhs .
talk bout past and things , Lols
have been very tired , school life starting soon ._.
bored to the max.
i am craving for food , alot food now,.
any kind soul ? {:

2009-03-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

Finally can get to post :B
but my com is not repair or found another one to replace.
starting to miss blogging ._.
Holiday is so "great"
many things happen till it gonna make me crazy.
lucky i have those that always be my side :D
so many dogs have been barking around my frens.
thursday went to vivo with huiting bitch
was having fever that day.
but its i am enjoying it , as i got bitch to serve me :B
hahahahahs .
went to redhill slack and cab home afterwards.
yeaterday went to slack around jurongwest for the whole day.
damm boring ._.
today i am going to my stuff {:
school starting soon , and its already starting to
bored me out .
i gonna get my bloody com repair soon , Zzzz
Dogs out there have got nothing to do man.
{:

2009-03-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

Back to post {:
computer still down .
Holiday coming in one day time ! ;D
maybe not going school tmr ..
cause having cross country at jurong lake park .
maybe going west coast in the morning ._.
Boring ~
Today reach school at 8am -.-
mr lee nag and nag ._.
take my wallet and make me detention -.-
damm fcuk upp ~
but wenjing help me copy lines :D
After school stayed back outside,slack slack.
joey and hengqi and come find us {:
slack around , see them gamble .
4 went in take wallet , finally !
then joey and wenjing went off first.
left me and hengqi rot .
slacked till 5 or 6plus go home.
prepare and now at sharon house blogging .
but her usb can't use,my phone got alot problems -.-
want upload photo also can't.
sians ~
takecares ! :D

2009-03-09T01:33:00.001-07:00

Thanks to this girl to accompany me on my birthday.
And thanks to huiting for the lovely cake :D
hahahahs ,
boring .
Today went to report in the morning .
but in the end , didn't even see till my io .
and blah blah ...
left at around 11plus , bus home .
actually meeting buddy , but in the end didn't.
bus over to meet him for a few sec.
then slack around , meet wenjing for a while.
and going head home soon {;

2009-03-02T03:23:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday to me ! :B
Finally can post.
haahhahahahas.
boring , thanks to those for
wishes and present .
but sad is some nvr even wish }:
grrrrrrrrrr .
btw my com still break down.
cant use com for very very long le.
byee.

2009-02-22T05:26:00.001-08:00

I swear i hate this feeling now.
i hatest most is what i know.
i dont trust yous guys,anymore.
i may have changed.
If you have only been hearing one side story.
i hate myself for trusting yous once.
i hate myself for bringing you with me.
i hate myself for letting you into my life.
All i could is to blame myself.
i'm sorry,but i just wont forgive those
that snatch the people,things i cherish most.
once you let me down,
i don't know how to trust you back.
Disapointed is all i feel now.

thanks those that be with me .
no matter rain or shine.
heard my ranting all the time.
true frens is hard to find.
i miss childhood.

2009-02-22T00:10:00.000-08:00

I'm back {:
like finally , cause my com break downn .
so many things happen within this few months .
speechless.
And this is my 200th post :D
hahash , i have posted so many post man ._.
i miss my old blog,alot memories there.
i dunno why i delete it , sigh ~
Have been very good girl recently {:
but many unhappy things happen . }:
&i dont like to make ppl disapointed }:
I'm sorry if i make yous so disapointed.
i dont know what to do when yous
get so disapointed with me.
only keep quiet is what i do }:
thanks for cheering me up too {:
make me laugh all this, thanks and sorry }:
yous know who yous {:
Anyways,, can't upload photos .
As i am not using my own pc , as my pc is send to repair ~
damm boring ._.
I am rotting at home ~ first day of rotting ._.
still got one week , then my birthday celebration !
Hehehes, i want present ~ *hint hint* {:
especially HENGQI ! :D

2009-02-13T21:16:00.000-08:00

Nothing to says about her.
only one word to describe, "yucks"
i bet she know who is she.

&i just ran away from ....
sigh , takecare everyone .

2009-02-12T22:33:00.000-08:00

Old picture,very old.
Happy Valentine day ! {:
Went to meet buddy at boonlay today [;
but in the end i was alone most of the time.
he keep plays with his fren :o
slacked alone till night ,sharon and wenjing came {:
After wenjing went home.
we cabb down to colourcourt .
buddy fren birthday {:
slacked around, see them gamble.
11plus,police came.
i was smoking halfway man , lucky they didn't saw.
tio screen , and went home around 12 .
i am damm broke,i left 5buck only.
i shoulden't have start smoking,sigh }:
i think i will go back to my one period of time
whereby i am really BROKE .
stress uhs stress }:
sharing my problems with ahsen now }:
Not bout money , but bout ***** }:
sighs sighs .
rmb i have something in my wallet.
i dunno what to do with the two things :o !
sighs,not bear to throw , not bear to keep .
tmr going movie,with buddy , sharon , wenjing .
i am really having alots problems now.
damm stress }:
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh !

2009-02-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

Lyrics copy from the song harder then you know .
Only some , sang by escape the fate {:
was bloghopping and found this song meaningful.

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now i doubt if i was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'cause i'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.

So I'll make the call,and I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause i love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!

2009-02-12T02:27:00.001-08:00

euks,
i don't know whats wrong with blogger now.
can't upload photos.
anyway heart breaks arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
lols,break into many many pieces le.
but what past is past {:
i finally took up my courage to do something
i never think of me doing it. }:
Anyway went school today EARLY.
and i mean really early {:
ate breakfast with wenjing.
"stranger" called me ,ahhas .
chatted awhile ,and go have class {:
afterwards lesson was all boring till school ends.
then bad thing happen,quarrel lo ~~~
now become wont contact {:
but anyway what past is past lahs.
i understand the meaning of something.
thus now i only believe that ** ** * hongster {:
not refering to anyone,no offence either.
sighs lahs, i need my girlfriends for valentine !
but seems like everyone have boyf alr oh.
i shall spent with "stranger" then , if can .
Hhahahs . i am bored.
happy birthday to sharon !
was damm tired,so didn't went out last min.
i'm waiting for "stranger" call and my dinner {:

Edited ;/
Boring oh , looking thru my past photos.
so act cute, Laughs.
and also me and him photo /:
Boring boring boring !~
Valentines sucks to the max.
I want many presents for birthday ~ :B
Everything means nothing,if i aint got yous baby }:

2009-02-11T07:12:00.000-08:00

Didn't went school today }:
U-turn back home.
Went to polyclinic to get mc.
huiting and co accompany me.
but in the end all ps me alone at there-'- ! {:

after paying , went to meet wenjing at tamah .
slack awhile, and went to sharon house.
meet up with joey and her.
cab to jurongpoint after that.
see sharon shop around,and went to dine in at
ding tai feng {:
was fcuking hungry as didn't eat the whole day.
ate and we went shopping agn .
happen to see sharon friend and co.
slack with them .
and went to eat ding tai feng agn.
they order damm many food.
i awas alr damm full o.o
but still ate down three as they gimme.
slack awhile and went home {:
heard from zoe alot teacher finding me tmr .
sigh , hope is good things instead of bad :B
had quarrel with my mother today.

she fcuking dunno how to help me want -'-
sigh . going school tmr {:
and i wanna get samsung F480 pink for birthday {:
anyone wanna buy for me ? :B

2009-02-10T06:27:00.000-08:00

School is so "fun" .
Lesson as usual , but my cramps is killing me }:
Recess feel very hungry , but when i brought my food.
after a few mouth is like damm full.
After school , went to smoke .
then went back to school detention }:
actually i was all alone in one big classroom .
then two more girls come in too {:
4plus , bth alr .
go home without telling mr singh .
Tmr cca }: , and i am finally going. *sians*
Maybe piercing tongue soon :B
but i am scare of pain seeing sharon pain untill like that.
tmr still have school , sians ~~~~~
Valentines where am i going man ? }:

My tears wanted to flow out.
but it didn't..
i dont know what am i thinking.
but i feel very bad right now.
i am like going to change.
a very different person .
when writing my dairy , tear nearly falls out.
sigh,everything goes wrong now }:
its been so long since i have heart to heart talks
with anyone .
whos cares ? i am breaking down agn..

2009-02-08T08:31:00.000-08:00

i am starting to feel weird.
Whys everyone can be happy.
i can't.
whys only me,am i the odd one out?
i should be happy.
like how others is .
maybe i need someone to be with me.
maybe i have to change my life agn .
sigh .

2009-02-08T07:53:00.000-08:00

Everything means nothing,if i ain't got you.
Went to Boonlay during evening.
meet up with buddy,wen jing and sharon.
slacked awhile and cab down to cck
ate steamboat at auntie house {:
Love her cat.
then cab down to jurongpoint.
meet up with hengqi , joey and hannah {:
hengqi ask us go boonlay.
in the end, she go home -'- !
fcuk herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
Valentine is coming , alone agn .
Waiting for my birthday to come {:
still deciding where to celebrate .
i think its time to move on,
althought i wish i dont have to.
everything is putting to a stop.
and i know friends are happy for me.
sigh.

2009-02-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

Went to town today.
meet wenjing at jp first.
walk around.
then mrt to tiong find vernon .
then wenjing and me cab to town .
walk around , wait for sharon .
and my heels is starting to bite my leg.
walked around.
and went to cine with sharon and co.
hongkong cafe for eating {:
then shop around, sharon and huihui then went off .
me and wenjing shop around alone then .
waited for vernon and co to come.
slacked and they accompany us to mrt station.
back to jurong {:
then bus to boonlay find hengqi and joey.
hengqi frens there too {:
went up slack , alot people 0.0
went home around 11plus .
and i went home with 3blister , thansk to my heels !

2009-02-05T08:08:00.001-08:00

My cough is killing me..

2009-02-04T02:13:00.000-08:00

Fcuking bored.
i hate boxims friends -'- {:
actually dont feel like going school.}
but in the end i went.
meet vanessa at 7,very obvious we are late.
then i feel damm unwell.
Head very dizzy , and when standing wanna faint ~
stand outside office damm long.
bth, and sit down.
mr singh talk to me , then sit outside office
for the whole morning . Sians..
recess , he finally let me off {:
ate and go back class.
stand agn , and dizzyness come }:
keep wanna vomit, -'-
Lifeskills , go counselling .
after school detention .
Rot at office outside for HOURS .
finally can go {:
Home sweet home .

2009-02-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday damm sick , cant fall asleep.
Slept late .
Woke up late }:
Rush to school , thought of U-turning back home.
But didn't anyways :D
i'm a goody girl :D
needa write lines,but Girlf* help me ! x33
thanks alots alots alots !
he suffer alot cause of writing lines for me :x
Sorry ehs.
after school , get back ez-link .
run away from detention , hehehes :D
smoked , and bus to huiting house.
played ps2 with her , damm scary ohh ~
xiaoping came , and gamble.
Girlf* came too , lose alot }:
super lots }:
nights ppl !
And i hope pig cheer up {:
And someone ~ .. i hope everything is fine.

2009-02-01T08:19:00.000-08:00

Will what i decide disapoint my friends agn ?
i'm really afraid to disapoint my friends.
over and over agn they trusted me.
but yet i said another lies.
friends is really very important to me.
they nvr really says its by word or action.
but i can feel, they are disapointed.
am i wrong ? sighs..
true friends is really hard to find,damm hard.

2009-01-31T09:09:00.000-08:00

i want this in pink ! }:
Yesterday ;
After school went home.
Slept , wake up go pei someone {:
then waited for bitch wake up .
then cab to jp then to je.
meet up with xiaoping {:
then movie at tiong , the wedding game.
rate it 3.5/5 .
its so damm funny , laugh all the way .
after movie, went down redhill market.
slacked like 10min -.- *thanks to bitch*
tio pangseh and train back with xiaoping.
reach intercnage and left no bus for me to go home -.-
so accompany xiaoping walk to her house there take cab.
in the end still have 99 for me [:
Girlf* pei me chat on phone till home :D
slept after that.

Today ;
Sians ]:
went to jurong point around evening .
meet sharon and wenjing {:
our dress code , is black today .
LOls , slack awhile and went to Girlf* house.
Then gamble at there .
win alots {: *my lucky day !*
gamble till 12am . didn't lose any :D
then Girlf* accompany go wait cab {:
Buy dinner , as only eat one meal today.
Home around 12.30 {:

2009-01-28T08:04:00.000-08:00

i just wanna be happy,is that wrong? ]:
Sigh ]:
Slept at 4plus,and went to school today [:
Didn't fall asleep at all . *claps*
till last period , cause too boring ;x
Stomache for the whole bloody day .
went to toilet alot time .
study study study .
After school call bitch , lOls
Then meet ahsen with zoe , slack awhile and home.
prepared , and meet up with bitch and fino .
Cabb down to fino house.
happy new year to everyone there.
gamble a little , lose a little }:
play with the babies they , all damm cute [:
i love babies man :B
went off around 10plus.
went to eat and homed [:

2009-01-27T10:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese new year :D
back from malaysia.
Post picture tmr .

Friday ;
before going to malaysia.
went bugis with bitch [:
Damm her , waste our 2hour on bus rides to bugis.
reach there alr night.
so shop in a rush want .
mrt back around 9plus.
She alighted at redhill,find her boyfffffff ~
then went to boonlay alone .
Get my stuff from sharon , slack awhile.
and rush home.
Packed packed , and off to malaysia .

Saturday ;
Reach malaysia at morning :D
Sleep till evening wake up.
ate dinner .
And went rounding during midnight.
Back grandparents house at 4am .
Sleep after that ..

Sunday ;
Wake up around early evening .
Ate food .
Slacked around , ate dinner.
and off to aunt friend house .
walked around,and went to temple pray.
12 strikes , fireworks up :B
very very pretty fireworks.

Monday ;
Aunt , uncles all came .
Collect angbaos :B
ate dinner , and they played mahjong.
didn't get the chance to learn ]:
Waited for 12am , to pray agn .
12 strikes , everyone from the villages
pray together , then fire cracker was join togather
and put .
damm smoky , hide inside aunt house.
Drank with aunt friend :B
Afterwards went to find friend and go rounding .
And we didn't wear helmets everytime we go rounding .
Cross across the streets .
Damm suay , the police car just infront .
Speed off then :B {they chase halfways only}
went to find her friends.
and slack [:
homed at 4am agn .

Tuesday ;
Woke up at early evening.
ate some bee hoon .
Find friend and slack .
then waited for dinner {steamboat}
was damm full , so didn't ate much ]:
wasted .
after dinner went for rounding agn .
then rush back , and come back singapore :D

2009-01-22T08:01:00.000-08:00

Boo ~ }:
my foundation broke.
}: ]: }: ]: !
no more foundation ~
Boo ~ }:

2009-01-21T02:16:00.000-08:00

Stayed home after school.
hate school more and more.
everyday is copying lines instead of studying.
Was late , and DM take our Ez-link.
and make us copy 200 lines.
english , nvr bring books 50 lines.
From teacher, kpkb.
copy Lifeskills worksheet 5 times.
plus homework ! wth -'- !
i feel like eating marshmellow brownie
At plaza sing.
but no time go down }:
any kind soul ?~ hehehes :D

edited :
Tmr may be going town for new year clothing.
after school.
and then friday off to malaysia.
so far only two dress for new year -.-
sians !

2009-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

Smile for the better,leave the past behind me

Back from vivo .
change place last min .
try alot sweater , from mango and zara and so on ~
but didn't find any thats fits me ]:
walk around,went to buys things for my cute dog :D
saw quite alots of actors at vivo .
not one of them i like. :x
then huiting brought her ice-cream .
and off to redhill eat , share food with her .
as i was not that hungry.
went to smk after eating.
and the stupid pig drop the chocolate i buy .
idiot ass !!!!!!
that idiot dog run damm fast,chase him up carpark.
then he fly gimme see . {fake one ~~~}
went down find huiting .
10plus alr , so went back home {:
halfway , mood jitao change.
huiting mood change too .
we both damm dulan-.- !
forget it , i seriously hate two-face monster. -'-
having school tmr , nights ~
{maybe changing url soon{:}

2009-01-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

Light on by david cook {my blogsong :D}

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain

You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

i am going fareast sooonnnn ~
bye ! post when i am back :D

2009-01-19T04:09:00.000-08:00

I have been a good girl today ;D
went school,pay attention whole day.
after school went for a puff first [:
and thats my cig for the whole day, *claps*
finally i smoke lesser and lesser :D
the bus home, watch twilight by a program
at computer .
i still prefer the novel the movie.
after watching , went to sleep :D
gonna do homework later .

Do yous know how much its hurts,
when i think of yous ?
Do yous know how much its hurts,
when i can't see yous ?
Life is never great without yous ]:

2009-01-18T06:26:00.000-08:00

Damm freaking hungry now.
Friday.
actually going bugis with hengqi .
but i oversleep.
too tired.
so go bugis during evening with tengyin and cock hao.
nothing caught my eyes.
brought one m)phosis handbag only.
Saturday.
Bugis with wenjing and co.
brought two dress [:
totally same as wenjing but diff colour.
went back to boonlay.
slack and home [:
Today.
actually having dinner with family.
but i went home late.
and i forget to eat my breakfast and lunch ]:
damm hungry now.
To yous :
Thanks for the big packet of lollipop.
I will try to finish it up [:
Dont cry anymore,and smileee [:
Hope yous find a good girlf soon .
and i saw the photo in my wallet.
thanks alot [:
take many many cares always.
with lovesss.

2009-01-16T01:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so angry,tired and sad..
-'- ! sians !

2009-01-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

Didn't went school today..
cause i feel unwell :x
go take mc , then eat then home ]:
Boring life lahs .
Going Jurongpoint with tengyin and cock hao soon :D
buy my m)phosis bag.
and i fucking spent off my $40 in just 3hour time ]:
will be back ;D

edited .
Came back from jurongpoint [:
Can't find my bag at m)phosis ]:
then walked around .
wanted to eat dinner but they dont wanna eat.
so go starbucks for coffee . {java chip ice blend}
first time trying cause i use to drinking mocha .
Bused home.
Gastric act up -.-
then mother go down packet food for me.
ate and watch tv .
Going bugis with huiting and hengqi tmr :D
so bored now ! actually chating on phone..
but hate talking to him for some reason ~
anyone wanna chat ? :D

2009-01-15T02:28:00.000-08:00

Cause Love is never easy to deal with.
And every thoughts of you , kills me inside.
to keep the deepest secret to myself.
Everything that i will face alone,
& Ignorance is a bliss..

2009-01-14T00:24:00.000-08:00

I'm back :D
rotting at home now ]:
school life sucks!
morning late agn ~ ..
then when reading time , netball teacher come find me.
talk talk talk ~
gimme two weeks to transfer , wth.
which cca will want me siahs -.-
then form teacher kaypo also , kpkb ~ *yawns*
go back class , art :D {mr saz[: [: [: !}
then lesson as usual .
last lesson , form teacher damm kp .
like crazy like that , keep kpkb. { -'- ! }
actually needed go home take pe go netball.
but skipped :D
after school go smoke one stick first .
then bused to HKE slack.
Ate and left home [:
friday going shopping at bugis,hopefully hengqi that fcuker wont dua me last min! :D

Edited ;
Feel like quiting school suddenly.
wish to start working instead of studying ]:
but maybe i will at least finish my O level.
have alot things to buy in mind.
i started to feel STRESS alr ]:
doing homework soon.
i hate school ~
Birthday coming in a month time ?
i dont know whether to open bbq agn or just go out with girlf .
suggestion anyone ?
and should i get my naval(belly button) pierce this fri too ~? :D
i want tongue piercing also ! :D

2009-01-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

Woohoo ~ i am back :D
School was fine [: , i start to love school mre and mre.
but hate my irratating form teacher mre !
Lesson was fine [:
but fall asleep damm many times ;x
after school meet a bitch and pubor ;D
they came to fetch me ! LOLS {actually not}
then we got no place to go.
so decided to go slack :D
i'm a happy girl now.
and i gonna be 'rich' soon .
shopping trip this friday ? anyone wanna accompany me ]:
cause huiting that fcuker needed accompany her darling boyf !

2009-01-09T08:24:00.000-08:00

i think i have change.. alot.
People should know..
maybe i look people in a very different way now.
i dunno why am i like this ~
sigh sigh !
everyday has been the same.
Hke , jp ,bl .
maybe i will be addict to lan shop soonn ~ :D
maybe boonlay or with tengyin and her boyf .
hehehes :D

2009-01-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

I am broke .. really broke.
very stress .
i am real tired , i hate the stress i am facing.
if only i can avoid this stress..
no one understand me well enough.
maybe i kept everything too much to myself.
i am real stress now...

i hate my father , i hate my mother.
my family sucks to the core.
no one understand me .
i am always the wrong one.
fcuked life -'- !

2009-01-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

No school today,which means.
wake up later :DDDD !
auto wake up today , realise phone off agn . ZZzz !
cant on , so forget it and sleep back :D
wake up agn , then finally can on :D
know something bad , smoke smoke smoke -.-
Hais , then meet zoe ..
take my SWEET time to prepare ..
meet her to polyclinic.
Lend money for seeing doc ]:
i am broke like shit ~
wanted to eat , but no money eat .
So drink bubble tea only ~
slack around near yuhua .. then head back to polyclinic.
$19 total , O.O exxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx lahs !
after was offically BROKE ! *clapps*
dont even have money for bus fare ]:
keep smoking sharon cig after that , ]:
then something happened , ]: ]: ]: ]: ]: ]: !
like all my fault siohs ~ stupid potato keep says me.
then slack around , so fcuking boredzxzxzx !
after sharon went home , call zoe down slack agn.
no life ]:
tmr no school agn :DDDDDDD
omfg , i owe ppl $39 total . ]:
how am i going to find money !
didn't eat for the whole day , hungryzxzxzxzxzxz !
hope tmr is a better day ;D
Ohya ! cough meds for tonight ]:
cant sleep have to take , heard that its help.
i have a bad lifestyle man ! ]:

2009-01-06T03:19:00.000-08:00

School as usual [:
bored,no lesson starts at all.
sleep through whole english period.
and i fcuking sit in the front now ]:
whichs means ~
so hard to sms ! fcuk !
after school , headed for a puff with samuel.
then off to HKE , meet sharon .
slack around,waited for ahlong and co.
homed around 5plus.
and he is offically out of my mind this time.
i swear [:
i wanna stay single for the time being.
hehehs :D
no school for wed till fri , cause i decided to skip camp :B
Oh ya, forgot to mention !
i seriously detest guys that scold girls .
no matter what they should give in.
i hate them , and i am not refering to anyone.
if yous are guilty while reading, i hope yous fcuk off form my blog [:
and tag me ppl !
Useless guys ;x ! hahhas

2009-01-05T01:36:00.001-08:00

I soo feel like sleeping and not wake up agn.
thanks to my ass boyf who dosen't bothering contact me
for two bloody days.
and i waited for his call THIS TWO DAY till i cant sleep.
well , clapppss for him -'- !
suckers.
i wanna get my ass on my bed now alr.
nights ppl ! *althought now is only 5.30pm*

edited;/
just wake up..
so boring,
no missed call,no msg }:
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns
school tmr agn, no life !
plus just quarrel with parents,unreasonable-'-

edited;/
i edit agn.
yays, he contact me.
and we broke off.
what a happy day. *claps*
zzz,btw skipped netball today.
i wonder is there any punishment ? o.O ~
boring.
and first aims of my aims this year.
just cannot make it.
wonder will my next two can make it.

2009-01-04T08:17:00.000-08:00

Today went out with sharon and joey.
bugis, so bored for the whole day.
till we started to cock at mrt [:
laugh my ass off totally.
home around 11 .
Sighs,{i miss my boyf;is he still mine?}
Aims for this year.
Lastlong with boyf.
i hope we wont broke off agn, ]:
Part time work after my birthday.
Score well for exams.
Stay Happy.
its so hard for me to ~

2009-01-03T10:22:00.000-08:00

Anyone want to get me that chocolate above? :D
Post the photo of fireworks.

in real life its nicer [:
So bored now,cant get to sleep.
i feel like going shopping agn.
Cotton on tees , Something for boyf , foodies , &choclate !
i just brought a leapord hoodies,idk why but i love it alot.
thought i still haven pay for it .
auhhs, and i feel like getting a straightener !
mom gonna buy for me,but not now.

sians ~ when can i get it ]:
i miss boyf,he is still angry !

2009-01-03T09:43:00.000-08:00

Woohhooo ~
i am back ;D
i miss a bitch badly , huiting ohh ~ :D
{dont be touch man when yous saw this}
School sucks,teacher sucks,everything sucks.
First day of school.
new form teacher mr Liu, ewww ~ ]:
after school went to find boyf , quarrel -.-
off bakc home,prepare then vivo with tengyin .
brought present for cock hao.
i swear my eyes is so tired thats its keep wanna close.
actually meeting boyf in the night.
but super tired,plus its late alr.
so homed [:
sleep around 10,wooos . rarely sleep so early.
Today actually accompany boyf sis to take money?
for her school thingy .
but oversleep ;x
meet boyf around evening , then off to boonlay at night.
meet sharon , slack slack.
and booo ~ boyf angry,cause i smoke..
Sians ~ tmr maybe going tampines and fareast.
nights people.

2009-01-01T06:05:00.001-08:00

I'm back [:
Genting is great,fireworks is nice.
taken many pictures.
school starts tmr,no life agn ]:
Read many many ppl blog.
feel like laughin when i read one .
Regarding of someone,hengqi should know ;D
Hehehs.
Happpy new year ppl , 2009 .
{hopes its a new start to me :D}

2008-12-29T08:26:00.000-08:00

Gahhs.
this holiday sucks ]:
dont have any girlf outing at all.
auhhhs ~ i miss all my girlf }:
going gentting tmr ,for countdown.
should i get myself more clothes or a school bag?
i am starting to hate him and school ]:

2008-12-28T04:52:00.000-08:00

Having fever now ]:
freaking irritating ..
whole body aching .. sigh ]:
how am i going to finish my homework !
shiiittttt ]:
didn't went out the whole day.
stayed home , and i am sweating like hell now .
fcuking fever , faster go away ~

2008-12-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday;26/12/08
Yesterday morning woke up very early.
went to make passport.

waste my whole day ]: {sians}
lunch , went to eat at a japanese shop.
look so old and dull .
in the end ate till $80plus ~

Today;27/12/08
actually meeting tengyin in the afternoon.

but i keep fall asleep.

so meet at evening time .
ate at HKE first , then left for hair cut.

my fringe look damm bloody short ]:
went up to cock hao house after that.
Love his dog jackey alot x33
played with him till i dont feel like leaving.
then headed to west coast plaza.

we spent our whole time at guardian.
brought eyebrow liner and a hair cream :D
then headed MOF for icecream last min [:
after that headed home .
jokes around on the way.

2008-12-24T11:34:00.000-08:00

So lazy now.
take my keyboard and lie on my sofa and post now ;x
Woke up and was late to meet ahhua .
prepare and off to his house.
pass him birthday present , and slack awhile.
he said something that make me real angry,nbcb .
went off to meet hengqi about evening time.
saw Lueee [: she was with ziting .
then hang out together at jurongpoint.
saw quite many familer faces [:
then off to redhill market slack ,
waited for huiting and her boyf to end work.
then off to vivo with her boyf and co .
thought there is countdown , but in the end.
christmas tree lights off around 11.30 .
then never light up agn , bored christmas ~
slack awhile then headed to her boyf house.
ate cheese cake , given by huiting .
then went to take cab home.
reach home around 2am , tired like shit.
and my fcuking sim card -'-
unlimited sms to cant sms at all .
fcuking shit !

2008-12-22T08:50:00.000-08:00

Just came back home from marina [:
and a quarrel with father . -'-
hate my parents lahs ]:
went to hke meet up with des and zoe during evening
then meet up with hengqi.
as she accompany to meet ahhua at jp to take back my psp.
then trained down to tiong alone.
meet up with tengyin .
waited for gabriel.
and bused to marina [:
ate fast food for dinner , ands its a rush one man.
then watch "Yes Man"
rate the movie 4/5 , very funny [:
but i dont like the ending .
&Happy Birthday to Him.

2008-12-21T09:27:00.000-08:00

I will return the money to yous man motherfcuker.
yes , boyf and me broke off agn .
stupid relationship . nbcb ~
can't take jokes at all .
cant yous even respect me when yous needa !
fcuker -'-

Edited ;
Suppose to be a happy happy day.
but in the end its turn out to be a break up day [:
break , patch , break , patch , break. sigh.
brought lotsa things ,and i am broke ]:
i am craving for food now ]: auhhhs ~
ding tai feng , fry egg rice , xiao long bao ,
hot and sour soup ~
any kind soul wanna treat me eat ? :DDDD
and i have two full box of chocolate to finish .
oh my ~
but sharing with samuel :D

2008-12-20T07:24:00.000-08:00

Jurong point with aunt and co today [:
Brought 2spags and another m)phosis flipflop :D
mum paid for me ;D
then dine in at ding tai feng .
ate many stuff , xiaoo long bao the best [:
walked around.
saw the top above,but the cutting somehow look weird ]:
still considering whether to buy .
nights people,finding boyf tmr :D

2008-12-19T07:38:00.000-08:00

Woke up around 5 .
prepare and went to boyf house ;D
waited for huiting to come back jurong .
then meet her at jurongpoint [:
accompany her shop shop .

super bored, she dont allow me go eat until she buy finish.
bloody ass.
went to eat pizza for dinner.

as i craving for pizza at the moment.
eat till we full like shit.
after eat , have a stick and homed [:
fcuk my stupid boyf,but i still love him :D

Edited ;
5.36am now o.O
i am still waiting for boyf to wake up

so he could reply my smses [:
wont be able to go out today ]:
i miss boyf,i miss quarrel*choychoy* hees [:
i wanna get myself a LG phone man.

any intro ?
i want a pink want ;D
when is boyf bringing me go shopping.

when is boyf buying roses for me .
when is boyf fetching me after schools.
when is boyf bringing me to watch a movie agn.
when is boyf bringing me to eat something nice.
when is boyf bringing me to sit singapore flyer.
when when when ~
i must be dreaming if he does all above.
just being random. [:

2008-12-19T01:39:00.001-08:00

I am waiting for a bitch to come back jurong now.
so we can go jurongpoint have a walk.
and she is fcuking taking her long time !
faster pleaseeee fuhuiting ! :D
will post agn after come back.
my shit boyf just reply me. assss !

2008-12-18T12:19:00.001-08:00

Life is bored -.-
thinking about school re-opening soon.
i feel (@$#&(@^$!@#&_ .
life have been the same everyday .
and i realise i spent on my money mostly
on cigs and cab ]:
wasteddd ~
i wanna cut down on my smoking.
has been smoking too much nowsday.
bored -'-
4.20am now,and i can't sleep ]:
maybe watch videos from tvdeo later on.
siannnnns lahs ! ]:
had a tiff with boyf yesterday night.
unreasonable -_-
whatever ~

2008-12-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

i know i look like shit on this picture.
Escape with desmond,jiawei,jiawen,hannah [:
sleep at the morning , and kanna wake up by a bastard.
Jiawei wakes everyone up says we are late.
in the end we waited for him damm long.
des , me and hannah headed for breakfast first.
Mos burger [: , ate half of the ebi burger and 2 mussel only.
super full .
meet up with jiawen , then jiawei .
headed to escape.
on the way,jiawei kanna push .
reached there , played [:
play the kart thingy , and i do some stunts.
and make them laugh their ass of for the rest of the day.
damm embrassing....
then went hunted house,damm scary.
jiawei haven walk finish jiu go out alr.
hannah hide behind my back till we walked out.
played wild and wet jiu go alr .
went to boyf house,slacked till 11.
cabbed home :D

2008-12-16T11:31:00.000-08:00

Omfg , i got sucha confused feeling.
should i patch ?
i know i have repeated almost hundred time to my frens
that i wont contact him.
but i still did , whatever -.-
if we patch , i will lost all my freedom.
if i dont , i will lost him.
i just gotta choose one .
but its hards , its super hards.
damm it -'- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-15T09:23:00.000-08:00

Skipped netball agn.
sleep till 5plus then wake up :D
watch tv , ate dinner.
watch tv agn .
super bored.
i need a haircut badly now ]:
no ones has time to accompany me !
wth !
tmr maybe going shopping with that bitch[huiting] :D
but she has yet to comfirm with me ! idiotic .
she's going to buy me a present.
LOLS .
nights ppl .

2008-12-14T09:52:00.000-08:00

I really let go this time round.
cause the past keeps linger on me .
if wanna blame, blame on yous yourself.
how yous dont cherish me in the first place.
is too late to mend back.
sorry but i only can love you by myself.
cause its hurts more to go on.
have been avoiding your qns.
finally i face it , and gave yous this ans.
"i wont patch,cause the past lingers on me still"
takecares boy .

2008-12-13T11:06:00.000-08:00

i can't be alone,cause i think of you.
Blogsong changed [:
Woke up around 4 agn .
then prepare till around 6 .
then walked to lakeside.
took mrt down alone to tiong then .
Reach there ,wait for tengyin at the booth .
tengyin went to look around the clothes at littlematchgirl .
try one spags too .
Dont fit me ]:
brought my playing cards from cock hao [:
then slacked till they close up the store.
went to eat dinner , ramen {:
cock hao started to play with wasabi .
till he drop tears , me and tengyin laugh like shitzxzx :D
cabbed down to cyberdoom after dinner.
slacked awhile , and cabbed home around 12 .
alot chickens at there man , they dont wear bras -.-
maybe cutting hair tmr :D
no idea what to cut anyways ]:

2008-12-12T08:25:00.000-08:00

I need to learn to smile.
Woke up around 4 .
prepare and went down tiong bahru.
see them work , around 8plus.
go down redhill accompany huiting work for her boyf.
get pay from her boyf mom first [:
around 10plus then walk to mrt meet tengyin and her boyf.
reached jurongeast .
and they somehow quarrel ?
when bus came , cock hao go up.
tengyin walked away .
and i am standing there like a retard .
don't know who to follow at all -.-
in the end bused home alone .
needa go shopping soon with huiting [:
and i can't stay alone.
i need to get myself busy so i wont think of yous anymore.
sighs , though i miss you still but i needa let go }:

You gotta learn what is cherish .
age dosen't matter in LOVE at all .
STOP pushing blames on me .
Learn to put yourself in my shoes.
though yous are honest enough to tell me.
but i don't give a damm.
even scolding yous make me feel tired.
yous are HOPELESS .
Prove to me yous can change , if yous find me words
un true .
maybe yous wont saw anyways .
but this short message is for YOU .
though i am unreasonable at times.
yous understand , but yet you dont wanna give in.
Takecares boy .
& if yous can , DEFINE LOVE to me .

2008-12-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

quite a old picture,but i thinks i look much more happy last time

Change Blogskins [:
i feels that my life become so simple and meaningless alr.
everyday has been the same .
i needa change my way of living soon .
Have been giving almost everyone my F attitude.
i am sorry to those who i gave my attitude to.
my mood turns super bad nowsday .
have been getting sleepless night and so on.
i need to change , i know .
sigh , sound emo -.-
meet hengqi and samuel today .
went to jurongpoint , and jurongpoint extentsion is so cool.
lots of shop now [:
walked around then meet chuxiong .
slack , homed around 9plus ?
i feel so early today .
tmr getting pay from huiting .
then i have nowhere to go -.-
everyone is living their life in a better way.
yet i am still stuck in a fcuked life -'-
sigh.

2008-12-10T07:36:00.001-08:00

my super chioo balloon made by tengyin and her boyf .
just burst by my ass sis !
damm her .
life still the same for me [:
i finally learn to LET GO of him , i am proud of myself .
LOLS !
gonna get pay tmr and gonna go shopppinnnggggg :D

2008-12-08T09:40:00.000-08:00

Wake up by samuel call.
as i told him to wake me up [:
thanks .
and samuel kang : shit yous man ! now sms hengqi luhs hohs. psk ! :P
then tengyin called, and said she need plastic bag O.O
me as a good friend .
travel down from jurong to tiong bahru alone .
to pass her plastic bag ! wth -.-
accompany them to work -.-
i was so hell bored there , alone sit down .
and go eat ..
sians -.-
tmr needa accompany her as her darling boyf will not be there.
saw ahhua big bro girlf too .
and happy two months to tengyin and cock hao [: !
after shop close , went to eat together with them
and damm them -.-
keep hug and kiss infront of me ]:
jokes around in mrt , then bused home with cock hao
after sending tengyin to wait bus .
another bored day T-T

2008-12-07T09:33:00.001-08:00

Damm it .
i spent $47.20 on my wedding dress ]:
i wanna have another shopping soon ..
when am i getting my pay , my dearest huiting !?
Today woke up , watch tv awhile
then prepare meet hengqi and samuel downstairs my house.
was late for like one hour plus ? Hahhas :D
then walked to void deck slack .
6plus off to hilton hotel [:
beautiful place ~ but i didn't manage to snap any photo .
food serve , bride and groom are so sweet [:
envyy them like shit [:
i hope to get married soon :D hahahs
ate till i was like super full ?
drink red wine too [:
then cabbed home .
tmr have nowhere to go ? ]:
tuesdays accompanying tengyin to work for her boyf :D
selling magic stuff .
located at tiong bahru plaza , can come buy :D
Loveeees [:

2008-12-05T11:39:00.001-08:00

Quarrels agns.
everything seems to be my fault right now.
i no longer feels your love,care and everything.
i dunno how to slove all this problems alr.
maybe avoiding yous will helps.
takecares.
put everything to an end this time
we will dont mean for each other maybe.
cause yous wont change , and i know.
i will put a smile and leave this time .
takecares , love [:

2008-12-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

I am so borred ..
i hope friday faster come ];
bored like shit everyday at here ..
yays , tmr going back.
*fast forwards please*
sooo hell bored.
maybe baking cake later on or bike rounding agn ?
anyone can online and accompany me chat now !?
sighs ]:
gonna enjoy myself when i am back at singapore agn ;D `

2008-12-03T04:18:00.001-08:00

Now at malaysia lan [;
Hhaahs , playing com .
super bored at here ]:
no shopping or anything.
haven smk for alot day alr .
maybe buying malaysia want
life here is so bored.
bike rounding , eat , sleep , play lan , play with baby ]:
sighs. . alot cutes baby pictures ;D
will upload when i am back .
i feel like going diet agn O.O
ate so much at here alr .. sighs.
saturday maybe going shopping or other place ? :D
imy everyone ;D , Lovesssss [: