ONE WORD ' FUCK '
fucking angry.
seriously my mother is super pian xin okays.
knn, what my sister want she get .
cb, i only requested for 1 long mirror and mp3
what more my sister request for 1 study table.
knn, and what she say is totally shit okays.
'study more important '
don't tell me our house don't have a single table
for her to study first.
i swear if i had a job and have the amount of money
i can take care of myself.
i won't ever request anything from THEM .
i don't need this home.
if i have the might to work.
i study for the sake of money.
not for the sake of my parents .
cb, fucking angry okays.
sometimes i thinked . i am not their child.
whatever it is i hate them to the CORE .
fuck off .
anyways today stay at home (:
REST and company my dog ~
and one fucking thing.
if they can't make up time to company my dog.
why do they buy him at first .
and fuck,at less i will find time for my dog.
not like them...
i wanna go out , ask them company him.
they was like giving me fucking lots of excuse.
fuck them.
what more, is they enjoy themselves outside happyily.
yet, i stay at home to company my dog .
then when night arrive .
my dog would bark for any sound he heard .
and yet all would run to the room to act sleep.
cause they wanna sleep , but not company my dog.
fuck .
yet i always have to sleep outside .
and the other thing they said was fucking unreasonable.
'go sleep in your room lahs, don't always sleep outside . '
yous think i like sleeping in the living room?
instead of my nice comfort bed .
fuck .
then they will leave my dog outside the living room ALONE.
hells, if yous happen to be someone.
who was leave alone OUTSIDE .
what yous feel .
and worse they ACTED THEY CARE THEY LOVE .
always asuming i am breaking my family apart .
whys not use their butt to think.
whose the one breaking th family apart .
and fuck , my only words in my heart ...
'i hate my family .'