Sighs,really must thanks my boyf alots.
thanks him for letting me know.
that your mind is only thinking of how to hurt me back.
yous says i should count myself lucky.
cause yous only hurt me once , where in the past
i hurt yous twice.
perheaps i should really count myself lucky.
to know whats your mind is all about now.
no matter how hard i try to change now , its means nothing.
i finally understand.
how stupid i can be , totally dumb i can says.
really too tired this time .
maybe i should really find a job .
work can numb my feeling ,
at least i wont think of anything .
sighs, thanks alots seriously .
i felt so dumb in the end anyways ,
this is not called love .
its called revenge .
yours hates has alr cover up your love.
i understand no point playing on this game
of hates .