I need to learn to smile.
Woke up around 4 .
prepare and went down tiong bahru.
see them work , around 8plus.
go down redhill accompany huiting work for her boyf.
get pay from her boyf mom first [:
around 10plus then walk to mrt meet tengyin and her boyf.
reached jurongeast .
and they somehow quarrel ?
when bus came , cock hao go up.
tengyin walked away .
and i am standing there like a retard .
don't know who to follow at all -.-
in the end bused home alone .
needa go shopping soon with huiting [:
and i can't stay alone.
i need to get myself busy so i wont think of yous anymore.
sighs , though i miss you still but i needa let go }:

You gotta learn what is cherish .
age dosen't matter in LOVE at all .
STOP pushing blames on me .
Learn to put yourself in my shoes.
though yous are honest enough to tell me.
but i don't give a damm.
even scolding yous make me feel tired.
yous are HOPELESS .
Prove to me yous can change , if yous find me words
un true .
maybe yous wont saw anyways .
but this short message is for YOU .
though i am unreasonable at times.
yous understand , but yet you dont wanna give in.
Takecares boy .
& if yous can , DEFINE LOVE to me .