I find this so cool man!

click the picture to enlarge.

and do it :D

Back from vivo with baby :D
went to watch butterfly lover .
overall i rate it 8/10 .
Quite funny , and touching in the end.
i can't cry out , cause baby is making me
laugh all the way :D
baby and my sit is the most dirty want.
due to , i accidentally hit his hand
and almost half of the box of popcorns
pour out ;x
after movie , rush to toilet .
was alr very urgent inside the cinema man.
then we went up to the rooftop to sit.
have two sticks when siting down.
afterwards bus back to jp interchange.
and i was damm hell cold inside.
brrrrrrrrrrr .
baby send me home afterwards (:
*no photos , due to my ass baby refuse to take any !
ILoveeeeeeeYous Darling !

Anyways heard something from zoe thru sms.
calidear going say sorry to wenjing ? Laughs.
Just finish looking thru her blog and fs .
Her way of talking is seriously so laolan.
can't she use a better way of talking . -.-
act till so sat in the end .
gonna said sorry .
sighs , poor girl (:
hope she will change for the better :D

Happy One Month to me and baby :D !
Just woke up .
have nothing to dooooo.
baby attitude is like so bad can..
want jiu reply my msg yesterday .
Meeting up with baby later on.
will be heading to vivo (:
Loveeeeees :D

Back from town today (:
with tengyin and her boyfriend.
seriously her boyfriend is such a joker (:
with his magic and silly acts.
really can entertain me and tengyin the whole day.
walk around and i keep complaining leg ache.
and they both give me those looks .
Hahhas , must use to it mahs :D
brought something for baby.
Tmr is our one month :DDDDDDDDDD
Tmd, my baby never reply my msg the whole day.
GRRRRRRRRRRRR .
ass yous man bi ! ^^
Tiredddddddddddddddddddddd ~
nth much more to type.
enjoying my soup now :D

Fcuking bored now D:
didn't went out the whole day
due to stomach cramps.
grrrrrr , roll around on my bed the whole day.
woke up around 3plus in the afternoon.
went to bath.
then smk .
nothing better to do afterwards.
watch crayon xin the whole day ;x
5plus then watch yu le bai fen bai.
then smk agn.
watch tv , wait for parents come home.
almost starve to death -.-
anyways anyone have works intro ?
i need money seriously.
have alot things to buy but no money -.-
going crazy soon.
nb , my stomach cramps come agns.
and i realise when i brought contact lens.
its a waste of money.
brought three pairs.
all three never wore more then one weeks. ;x
feel like buying black contact ;x
i need money -.- !

Hhmms ,
there will still be a sunshine after rainy days (:
even thought him and me problems
has not slove,
but i shall put all these aside.
like what i told zoe.
yesterday will be the last time i shed tears
for him , unless ******************** (:
guess yourself .
and i will not called him my boyfriend anymore.
things is complicated enough
to explain , and i dont wish to explain anymore.
i and he will avoid each other now i thinks?
no msg,no contact,no calls.
maybe he will be happier.
if he would be still as happy as last time.
everything worth it [:
his smile cures my wound .
no more words to speak my feeling.
i will try to be happy too .
just want him to be happy.
thats it (: althought he wont see this..
but everything i do was for him..
i wont care those insult that he will give
but i will smile , takecares my love..

Sighs,
i dunno whether i should cry
that our r/s are getting weaker.
or should i smile cause yous
are still mine.
];
i thought things are getting better.
but i am wrong
its started to get worse and worse.
i dont know whether yous still care.
i dont know whether yous love me .
i dont know anythings.
i wish to know.. but i dont dare to ask.
i thought yous will make me happy
from the day we stead.
i really love yous too much.
i can't afford to lose yous.
i dont mean to lie to yous.
i dont want to quarrel.
sighs D:
maybe he is alr trying to let me go..
maybe we both are waiting for the day to break agn.
can i hope i can stay at 28/09/08 forever.
is everything going to put a full stop to it.
or isit ending soon.
i love yous always.
if we were really gonna end.
i will still be here , waiting.
if yous need me , yous can always turn back.
but even if yous dont.
i can't says anything.
i will never broke down in front of everyone.
but soon , i think i will
i dont wish too.
maybe i should MIA ...
i will shed my tears alone , i will be alone.
without yous here ....

Patch back on the same day we break.
i love yous always .
and even more (;
i know yous do tooo ! :D
our r/s get better after patch.
very happy ! :D
i love my boyfriend :D

Today is really a fcuk day.
sighs.
broke off with boyfriend .
no words could explain my feeling .
yous says i never once treat yous as a stead.
yous says i was the one
who make your feeling fade.
yous says everything was my fault.
have yous ever spare a thought for me?
if i never treat yous as a stead.
i wont find yous eveytime,even thought yous
heck care me.
if i was the one who make your feeling fade.
who was the one who make me cry over.
yous says i am still small.
dunno what is love .
then why in the first place,
yous wanna fall for me.
why in the first place yous ask me for stead.
yous wont know how much i miss the
time we haven stead.
those cares and love yous give me is
so nice.
how yous look for me when i mia.
your words hurt me throughly ..
yous never know how i feel.
maybe this love is a mistake.
maybe we are really over.
my tears is dry up.
yous said yous nvr be sad for me.
as if i was really the one cause this broke up.
i dunno whats more can i says.
i wont broke down outside.
no one will see me sad.
i am always strong .
maybe is my fault,blame it on me.
i got no words to says.
i will still be as strong as last time

Sigh,
today damm bored.
Wake up around afternoon .
prepare and actually meeting hengqi.
but she meet her friends.
so i meet wenjing at bl instead.
then went to jp .
brought hannah present and my shorts (:
then back to bl.
suddenly alot ppl.
afterward smk and slack there.
saw kunlong [:
afterwards baby came .
but we totally like stranger , idk why.
sigh , went to find him in the end.
jiawen and co disiao me.
but baby didn't help me but laugh instead.
idk whats wrong with this r/s luhs .
he keep telling ppl we wont last.
then we stead for what.
jio me for what.
sigh sigh , always give me attitude.
maybe we really can't last .
hope everything goes well bahs.
going to have dinner with aunt and co .
takecares everyone (:

Never meet baby today.
Lols, went to chuxiong house (:
damm early. they watch the legend.
i scream alot time when the aliens come out.
Laughs.
its like so frightenening can.
wanna sleep at chuxiong house also cannot.
they damm noisy.
Hahahs..
In the end went to boonlay with them
slack and smk.
(:
nothing much alr.

Sighs ,
its seems like my post getting sadder and sadder.
Morning have science paper.
2hr paper , i slept 1hr first -.-
in the end , going no time luhs.
i still day dream.
chiong like hell .
then break .. called desmond up .
next paper was Chinese.
kinda easy , slept till i can't sleep alr.
so days dream agns , Zzzz
went out school , many many police wor.
then find desmond .
wait for hengqi ..
then zoe ..
then afterwards went to jp eat first .
but suay suay , its started to rain .
called jiawei ^^ :D
he come down with his buddy to give us umbrella.
hahas, thanks uhs ;D
went up smk , and smsed.. sighs.
afterwards .. lie down at the sofa alot.
cried alittle D:
thanks for those who care , i am fine (:
just dont tell him.
gonna study for tmr exams .
gd lucks for yous guy exams ! ;D

Today is a fcuking nice day .
whatever .
Have exams in the morning.
chinese was rubbish , i dont even know
what i was writing -.-
Maths , kinda know how to do some .
afterwards , went out school alone.
wait for zoe.
then wenjing .
off to chuxiong house, was alr very fcuked up.
sighs, i never even please someone before.
yous will be the first and last perheaps.
and all i get from yous is
ATTITUDE ATTITUDE ATTITUDE .
sighs , whatever lahs.
smk and slack there.
was really very fcuked up , dunno what i can says.
talked to desmond (:
afterwards home .
gonna study for exams. tc

if everything can change.
i will change back.
i am so tired now .
if only i can sleep forever.
no stress,no crys,no quarrel.
nothing .
so peaceful .
sigh.

Sighs,
so bored D:
Morning wake up around 8plus
sleep back agn cause too tired .
woke up at around 11.30 ..
rush like hell , cause meeting wenjing at 12.15 -.-
prepare , then went out .
meet her then go up to ahxiong house.
slack slack slack .
thought baby will be at there.
but in the end nvr D:
later sms baby to come find me.
but he says he was tired .
sighs , nvm.
whole day nvr see baby .
Miss hims so badly , but i think he is
enjoying his sleep at home now .
Hais , nothing to says .
Kinda stress for my exams now D:
gonna study . byes .

Wows !
suddenly feel so high ;D
hahahs , anyways love cannot last want . (:
its the fact luhs .
unless yous are alr planning to marry off (:
okays sians , so i am spouting rubbish out.
woke up like fcuking late today ?
happy to see msg and missed calls .
went to prepare and went out at 6 .
meet zoe , ate and off to boonlay
actually studying but she idiot $)_&@$(@^$* .
lucky she help me takes books ^^
hahas , reach there see baby like only a few min D:
cause he rushing off to wedding .
so slack at boonlay .
do nothings .
went home around 8plus .
Father talk to me (: , he know i smk .
but said nothing (: only ask me be guai.
he always dote on me alot , (:
then my mother , pcb!
cold war , if talk to her .. comfirm world war.
hope she fcuk off .
cannot ton , is also she said dehs.
cannot smk , is also she said dehs.
kpkb most , also is she .
fcuking extra ehs her !
anyways i miss baby alot ;D !

Hellos :D
Afterschool have test -.- (bored)
so end school at 1 instead , fcuking hell.
actually meeting baby .
but sharon called me halfways.
so pei her go bugis .
Went home, use com , walk here walk there , lie down.
then finally decide to get prepare ;D
went to baby house to pei him first (:
desmond were there too .
about 5plus went to meet sharon.
then headed to bugis .
brought two tops , (:
go back to boon lay after that .
slack awhile then decided to go home ;x
sorry sharon (:
so bored at home , so bored at boonlay.
totally no life now D:
Sighs , ! i don't know what i want.
i hate it .
fcuking hell .
life is bored .

Happy Birthday yo ! ;D
Wow , i can really post alot time if i am bored-.-
sians ar sians .
chated with desmond , his words really let me think hard.
sighs sighs .
maybe not a good start , D:
hope time can turn back ;x !
can someone give some bloody advice .
tmr is school day , (fcuking bored)
i so miss the first time , D:
sighs sighs .

If only time could turn back ,
i would have think twice.
maybe this isn't right.
we are from both different world.
everything just change over a night.
i can't scream or cried.
totally lost throughout this night.
those misses is getting me crazy.
i toss and turn to get to sleep.
finally when i get to close my eye.
you are all i could only see .
everything had change for me and you.
maybe i made a wrong chioce.
but i will never regret .

ps ; i am bored, so i just type some rubbish ;D

Super fucked up now . )(*#$^(*@^*!# !
Morning woke up .
Bloody hell , first time no msg and miss call -.-
so sms ppl whether got go out .
in the end meet wenjing and caiyin to jp (:
cab to boonlay afterwards .
Slack around at there .
walk up and down . played photo hunt.
finally sit down behide beee ..
but they wanna go home luhs .
Bobian , go with them . as there is no girls alr..
called hengqi then meet her for Breakfast/lunch/dinner..
Laughs, this few day only eat one meal a day ;x
home now .
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhs , yous dont understand at all ! D: