Ehs,nbcb .
super dulan .
this is for yous lahs hohs -'- !
not happy,dont so close with him lahs.
then i wont says anything luhs lahs hohs.
nbcb .
super dulan -'-
going malaysia tmr :D
gonna miss my girlf many many :D
patch with boyf alr anyways.
thought everyone says not worth.
but i will still give a try to this relationship [:
last try , anymores quarrels then caused break up.
i wont patch anymore [:
fcuk yous upside down bitch,nbcb -'-
shameless ass .

was late for work today .
gets nags from alot ppl ]:
anyways dont wanna work alr.
so huiting maybe working with yixin tmr ?
and i am going out with zoe [:
super tiring now.
dont jugde people by looks.
cause yous will never know theirs true colours.
i can't beileve it for what i heard.
super stunned. 0.0
and for god sake no one is perfect -'- !

Went to work today.

woke up around 5.30 , but can't get back to sleep.
so watch tv .
and called sharon up.
meet her for breakfast and headed to work :D
was late a few min.
and they give us the shirt is XXL .
and to us its alr like wearing dress .. LOls.
so work work work , stand very very long.

keep going out to smk , cause can sit.
when work going to end , i was like super tired alr.

so lie on the table , close my eyes and rest.

nearly fall asleep .
after work winnie sent us to redhill , meet up with huiting.

slack [: nagg alot about my love ]:
thanks for always hearing my NAGS :D
cabbed home with sharon .
bathed and going to sleep soon [:

three more days of suffering ]:
anyways must thanks to this job.

first can kill time , second its make me real tired so i wont think of
others thing anymore, hopefully can slowly let go ]:
sigh , night ppl :D
& 1 day .

Will be working tmr :D
i hope i can forget all those hurtful words and memories tmr .
sighs . i think i am real dumb..
forget it [:
gonna have a good sleep and forget everything(hopefully)

Edited !
nb lahs !
i feel like killing yous right now.
everywords i said is trying to explian.
but yous treat everywords as rubbish ,wtf can _!_
fcuk love man .

I damm fcuking pissed off now .
Nbcb .
unreasonable freaks.
for god sake , who will ever call their stead a dog.
only yous , motherfcuker.
its my fault for going out with boys.
but what about your attitude.
patching together is a wrong idea .
yous just can't fcuking change your thinking .
your attitude sucks to the core .
not a sorry that yous really means came out from yous .
no point talking to yous.
only know to push all the blames to me !
its wont hurt yous anyway what .
nbcb .

edited .
the feeling is unexplainable.
when your love one doubt your love for him.
insult yous like its dosen't hurts.
always thinks he is right .
never tried trusting yous.
shout and scold yous..
its hurts alot more then ppl can think.
its not like i am in fault,don't yous find that
we both are in fault ?
i am willing to take the blames,i am use to it anyways.
some time some day , maybe yous will realise what i really means.
your love is so close yet so far.
its now either i give in or let go.
my words said it so,but my heart turn my words down .
its really hurts... alots.

Its Hurts alot more then yous can think.
Boo ]:
woke up around 2 , realise i was late to meet hengqi :x
sorry ehs !
then msg tengyin to ask her whether wanna accompany me
go cut hair.
she said okays alr , but was too tired.
so i slept back ;P , sorry yeahs.
woke up around 5 , pick up tengyin call.
decide to watch movie together with her boyf.
preapre and meet them
broughts tickets for Beverly hills chiwawa.
when watching , i can't stand those small gangster
shouting luhs , somemore says not happy ahs .
small kids man -.-
like what tengyin boyf said , "attention seekers" :D
halfways thru movie , i needed go toilet.
but dont wanna miss the show , so bare with it .
rate the movie 9/10 [:
rushed to toilet afterwards , and its like finally -.-
walked around , so bored.
so decided to go home [: , brought finger foods along the ways.
home sweet home then .
I said dont patch for sake of patching alr.
yous dont seems to really want patch .
no point replying yous anyways .
lets put everything to a stop.
whats matters to yous is only money .
go on working , first yous lose me .
whos will be the next yous lose ?
i dont wanna cares anymore . ]:

Edited.
8am now.
and i still can't get to sleep.
althought i am super tired ]:
anyways patch with boyf alr :D
yahs lahs yahs lahs , i did said i want to give up.
but saying is easier then doing right ? Laughs.
going to have a stick first,
then try get back to sleep ? :D
meeting boyf later on after his work.

Went suntec with huiting and zhaoming [:

cause they accompany to shoppp :D

walked around .

brought slippers at m)phosis and charles and keith.
brought a butterfly necklances too [:

wanted to buy a dress , but after try .

not fit me ]:
still wanted to shop actually , but they two keep kp me ]:
so mrt back jurong [:

then zhaoming pei me go imm , brought a top :DD !

accompany him go eat afterwards .
then smk and left for home [:

on the way at bus , he keep kp me NON-STOP _!_
home sweet home afterwards .

maybe going bugis for sheesha tmr , if sharon can wake up luhs.
working this week , and next week off to malaysia :D

Ps : i love my blogsong [: its has great meaning .

Edited :
Its raining now , so cooling okays [:
my kitchen alot things drop down . LOLS
tmr will be going to have a hair cut.

dunno what should i cut ]:
*and fcuk , i ought to be a little be more clever now.

i hope after today i can finally see the real yous.
i will let go , and its really like a big heavy things
finally off my shoulder, without yous i can still be better[: *

Anyone interested in learning magic ?
or buying poker cards with different design ?
Tagged at my tagboard i can help yous find
courses to attend , and buy poker cards that is
more pretty and cheaper then outside selling [:
tagged me now :D !

I hope the bitch mouth rot everytime she trys
to talk about others agn.
i curse her to fall every steps she takes.
i curse her will not have a good relationship.
i curse her to kanna fcuk and throw.
i curse her get choke of every food she takes.
i curse her friends to leave her one day.
i fcuking curse yous man BITCH .
but i fcuking dont know who the fcuk are yous.
damm angry about the bitch things.
only tell somes about this thing.
anyways to woke up saw many msg agn O.O
then desmond called , faster prepare
and meet him at jurongpoint [:
meet up with zoe and samuel too.
slack around , afterwards meet tengyin.
pei ahhua go queensways , but he lost in between.
and we can't find him.
so tengyin and me decide to go ikea eat.
have meatsballs and chicken wings :D
quite nice [:
then mrt to suntec , went to find her boyf .
wanted to smoke but dont have lighter.
then use his boyf the magic trick to have the fire.
and i fcuking dunno the fire will be that big.
frighten me when the fire light ups on the card.
burn my hair somemore _!_ !
then walked around , keep complaing leg ache.
afterwards homed at 11?
saw potato at boonlay mrt stn .
*i rather hope that i dont see him*
cause his mouth is like shit ! _!_
tmr going have mc cafe with desmond [:

Fcuk that person upside down _!_
Knn . my blood is rising.. damm angry now.
today morning wake up very early
go that fcuking netball .
waste my time , was late for 1hour :D
walk around the basketball & netball court till netball ends.
waste my fcuking time _!_
then headed to kfc and eat after training [:
super hungry can , after finish eating slack around there.
so bored till shoot ice at vanessa :D
afterwards wait for bus and home [:
so tired till i sleep all the way till 6plus in the evening.
then nothing to do alr.
and seriously fcuk the person upside down man ! knn _!_
wtf i did wrong .
nbcb !

Its easier to says then doing.
Sighs ]:
Today wake up by around 3 .
then went to prepare and head down to jurongpoint.
reach there , damm lots of people O.O
then slack with desmond and co .
went to smk , then walk around jurongpoint.
go down second floor to find ahhua.
walked around whole second floor , super bored.
jokes around .
around 6plus wenjing need to go home.
then no one accompany me luhs ]:
so decide to go huiting house meeth her.
zen zen was there too .
slack downstairs , carry him (damm heavy)
then walk to mrt station , mother called and kpkb agn (knn !)
mrt down to redhill just to eat one chicken wings -.-
huiting angry her boyf so we walked off.
jasper that ass , says come carpark find us .
in the end still siting at the market -.-
went home aorund 10 plus from there.
chated outside mrt station agns [:
Sighs, and i fcuking hate people to compare me with others.
if others i really better then me .
whys bother finding me ?
yous can even forget that love can't compare.
wtf , i felt damm fcuked up when i see all your msg.
i don't know what the fcuk yous really want seriously.

Today wake up by huiting call -.-

then sleep back , then huiting kpkb.

then faster go prepare .

go her house meet her and fino.

cabbed down to jasper house.

slack around, then camwhore . Lols.

then wait for jasper bathe then cabbed down to

tiong bahru plaza .

brought ticket for REC ,cause huiting wanna watch.

then go have lunch ?

actually eat sushi . but buffet time over.

so we walked out to kopitiam eat .

then the ticket lost -.-

lucky got ppl found then return ask back.

at first i thought jasper geisiaos act lost.

back to redhill slack , drink beer mix with 7up.

funny funny taste man. LOLS

mother called , kpkb .

then cabbed back to tiong bahru plaza watch movie.

huiting damm chek arh . keep frighten me during movie.

we 4 is the most noisy group ..

keep shouting , cause fino scare huiting .

huiting scare me -.-

after movie , went to smk ..

huiting ki siaos .. keep act like the monster in the movie.

LOLS , then later go home [:

on bus super hungry , so ask huiting pei me go mac buy .

but she ps me ! ]:

alone go buy then reach home around 12 plus .

Today was damm fcuk up.
woke up at 8am , thought there was netball training.
Tmd , in the end after i prepare all alr.
they says dont have.
wtf , i was even ready to go out man. _!_ {nb !}
then later on play handphone game till fallsleep.
woke up around 2plus ., lazy go out..
suddenly remember i calling the work .
so called , then he says maybe at amk hub.
and work next week ]: alone working man .
got time must coem down amk hub find me :B
but haven comfirm the work yet . LOLS
super bored , actually yesterday have the chance to patch.
but somehow , i miss it by myself ?
the reason is , i don't know whether there is still love between us.
and i dont know whether i can still tolerate your attitude.
or have yous change.
but yesterday alr prove everything . i mean nothing to yous.
somehow i alr getting use without yous [:

Edited :B
Super bored now . forget to mention just now.
there is a fcuking swell inside my eyes
and its hurts so badly everytime i blink. (fcuk)
watch tv , computer , sms the whole day.
suddenly feel tempted to learning piercing.
if i want , jasper going teach me ? Lols.
& i miss him super badly ]: how !? how !? ]:
no msg from him the whole day .
keep telling myself to get use to it .
but can i ? Sighs !
msg me pleaseeeeeeeee D:

Friendster sucks big time {;
today woke up saw alot alot msg 0.0
then prepare meet zoe at jurong point.
kunlong and co was there too [:
and zoe was with them alr. -.-
then slack with them.
6 zoe go home alr , then i slack with kunlong.
then later headed to jiawei house .
slack , then ate porridge :B
then went down meet joyce and buy cig.
& i chase jiawei from house downstairs till mrt station.
as in got stop of course.
but his fcuking mouth just cant stop spouting rubbish :D
afterwards thanks for his cig [:
then watch tv at his house.
joyce help me call the work , thanks [:
then went home around 9plus ..
smsed alot today O.O
tatas ;D

Life Fcuked me up.
Boo :D
today is a fcuk day , super fcukzxzxzx !
woke up at 10plus
rush to prepare , as was late alr O.O
meet huiting , then mrt to redhill.
walk three hours around bukit merah , queensways.
nb , we coulden't find the shop.
in the end when we found the shop , its a lanjiao job -.-
we two damm hell dulan mans.
walk off then to tiong bahru plaza [:
slacked , find work around there.
write down ours contacts at the shop zero [:
hopefully can lahs ! ]:
then waited for huiting fren come , we sat at the table outside.
i swear there is damm lots of funny insects and mousiquto !
kanna bite more then 5times O.O (asss !)
went up to acarde then redhill market.
to find huiting boyf [:
slack around then decided to go mrt station
chat alots with huiting outside there [:
we have so much corks mans , laugh like fcuk
when she told me something :B
then went back to jp alone [:
when reach , happen to saw ahhua .
then headed to jp , meet up with tengyin and her boyf .
slack around , up and downs.
her boyf is fcuking assssss ! _!_ :D
then went to find jiawei and co at coffee bean afterwards.
slack with them , they jio me ton . but i can't lahs ]:
sorry ehs !
then headed to home at 10plus.
maybe trying another work tmr [:
meet my "father" tmr ! :D cya my "father" !

Sleep at 6.30 in the morning.
but force myself up at 12.30 O.O
then went to bathe , zoe and wenjing came up my house.
prepare and went to trim my eyebrow ( finally-.- )
then off to meet ppl at lakeside.
cab down alone to lakeside ,
then after pass those bags , went to find him .
think today is the last time ? [:
then went going home , he just leave without
even a goodbye , nevermind then
when to take bus .
headed home [:
super happy now , cause found a work [:
will be working with my dear girl Huiting [:
ahahahs , she help me find dhes.
love her to the maxxx yo .
tmr will be working [: hopefully i can wake up on time.
going to watch my tv .
tatas :B

Gahhs,
super hungry now ]:
craving for pizza hut , kfc , long john , chicken rice , prawns noodles
nasi lemak , potato chips , pocky , sushi and many many :B
and i can declared broke alr ]: !
super sadd , no work no work D:
sighhhhs !
hide at home today , lols . [:
nobody jio me out anyways , grrrr.
i need shopping soonn , ]:
nth to post. bye !

Gahhs ,super bored.
just wake up from my sleep.
by my sister ! tmd.
finally i one day can sleep so early.
she wake me up , grrrr .
anyways yesterday went to imm to look for work.
found none ]:
was kinda sad lahs , all min need 14 .
sighs ! the fcuking oneyear gap only.
waited for huiting damm hell long.
cause i reach early O.O
then blahs , yesterday last packet of cig .
quiting alr ]:
hard mans , feel like smoking ]:
this few days , really hard to get to sleep .
only fall asleep at 5 in the morning.
Hais ]:

Boo ! :B
today didn't meet tengyin at all...
because of her boyf sick ,tmd !
lols , actually going to find him.
but he never reply my msg..
so i wait alone at outside for him to reply..
too bored alr, so called up huiting .
then went to her house slack.
baby zen is damm cute okays .
afterwards , he call me . then we quarrel ]:
then baby zen vomited O.O
i faster run away ! ~ hahahs .
then help baby zen bathe [:
than he splash water at me , grr .. lols
i not dare go in the room afterwards.
damm erxin , i jiu go smoke .
wait for huiting clean up the mess :D
then sleep and listen song at her house.
dont knw whys my eyes damm swollen and red .
afterwards go down eat dinner.
never eat anything whole day ;x
went back her house.
ahleong and co came , but i am going home alr [:
home sweet home .
meeting him tmr , hopefully this time really will meet.
and meeting huiting afterwards too.
going watch tv alr .
many show to chase :B
byeeeeeeeeeeees [:

Another day over ]:
friends still ..
sighs sighs , am i being selfish ?
to keep yous by my side when i still have yous ?
i just dont want to lose yous ]:
i am afraid that someone will snatch yous over
everyday i place a worry
after i leave . sighs sighs ..
nvm , its okays ..
i am still sick ! fcuk ~
didn't step out of my house whole day .
staying at home .
woke up at around 5plus .
actually meeting wenjing to jp at 12 ;x
sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry !
tmr will be going out with tengyin.
job hunt :B
hahahahs . byee !

Edited [:
have steamboat , nice nice :B
but the most not nice is.
dont have my fav beef ]:
gahhs , open champange to drink ?
everyone have one cup .
my mother drink till face red , and vomit ? Lols.
but father , me and sis
feel nothing.
plus i help my mother drink almost half of her cup ?
Lols ,seriously feel nothing at all ..
have alot things wanted to do.
but no money ]:
trim eyebrow {tmr going trim :B }
cut hair {not sure when ~ }
shop for clothes .

I'm finding for a job high and low now.
if anyone has intro.
please tell me [:
tagged at my tagboard.
today went out , find zoe.
didn't saw her quite a long time alr :B
she was with chu xiong , jiawei , joyce [:
slack while with them
then head back to jurong point find
hengqi , slack .
ate dinner . walk around.
till no place go alr , decide go home {:
listen to the song , and kpkb at hengqi ;P
hahahs , tmr wont be going out.
at home eat steamboat :B
next time also wont go out that often luhs.
now my mind only want find a job :D
takecares everyoneee ! [:

Game over.
break luhs .
everything end luhs.
1month 7days .
280908 , really over now .
your attitude forever wont change.
takecares.

Sighs,really must thanks my boyf alots.
thanks him for letting me know.
that your mind is only thinking of how to hurt me back.
yous says i should count myself lucky.
cause yous only hurt me once , where in the past
i hurt yous twice.
perheaps i should really count myself lucky.
to know whats your mind is all about now.
no matter how hard i try to change now , its means nothing.
i finally understand.
how stupid i can be , totally dumb i can says.
really too tired this time .
maybe i should really find a job .
work can numb my feeling ,
at least i wont think of anything .
sighs, thanks alots seriously .
i felt so dumb in the end anyways ,
this is not called love .
its called revenge .
yours hates has alr cover up your love.
i understand no point playing on this game
of hates .

Will be heading to sentosa on saturday agns ,
this time with my girlf :B
i bloodly hell need work now D:
will go for a job hunt soon .
but first will enjoy myself at sentosa agns :B
have quite alot things to buy.
change all my cosmetics .
and my gucci perfume ~ D:
jyjy to me for finding job .
Hohos ,i am so fcuk bored.
can't get myself to sleep . gahhhs ~
hhmmms, maybe i should start my holis homework ?
lols , i am just too bored.
anyways baby and me are fine alr [:
not to worry yeahs, for those who worry for me of course.
most of all now , i need is a job .
any intro ? i will love yous to the maxxxx :B
everyone seem to be busy with theirs work now.
yet i am so free without work.
but no money T_T
can something occupy me now !?
gahhhs , will find a work soon !

Back from sentosa :D

with huiting boyf and co [:

woke up around 10plus by huiting called.

then prepare , and meet hannah then the her

cabbed over to vivo.

waited for everyone to reachs,and its fcuking lots of ppl.

around 20plus O.O

headed to sentosa .

get changed and we playyyyed :D

smoke alot today , was very very stress alright D:

afterthats its started to rains , but we play under the rain.

volleyball :D

plays , slack , smoked , do stunts till around 7plus.

bath and headed to vivo .

ate dinner , and went to rooftop slack .
actually catching a movie before heading home.

but no movies to see at alls.

so decided to go home [:

home sweet home afterwards.

and i still miss yous alots ]:

Alone ,
sighs, quarrel occurs agns.
bad to worst now.
nothing much i can says.
actually going bugis
but mother didn't left me with money -.-
then went to meet wenjing around 6plus.
then walk around totally no mood.
didn't eat anything the whole day,not hungry at all.
later on meet duck.
but he dont want pei me , so nvm ..
i walk around without direction .
smoke alone , sit down alone ..
alots things run through my fcuking mind.
afterwards call tengyin , but she with her boyf .
so nvm [:
tmr will be heading to sentosa,hopes my moods get better?
sighs. imy alots .

Really no life nowsday !
Boreddddd D:
actually going bugis , but no calls from des.
so i think its cancle ?
whatever -.-
didn't went out the whole day.
and still thinking how am i going to
plan for my next week =.=
sooooo fcuk bored lahs , tmd !
Going sentosa next week with my girlf :B
fcuk bored now ,
i miss baby damm lots,i bet he dosen't miss me at alls .
whatever , nabeis !
takecares .

edited ; 11.57pm .
came back home from chuxiong house
around 10plus [:
i still went out anyways , cause i can't
stand the boredness at home [:
meet hannah and go chuxiong house with her.
blogsong change , love it (:
Tmr will be heading to bugis :B
anyways i found a job like finally !?
maybe going down for interview tmr , is at jp [:
gonna hengqi ; working partner to go
interview with me (:
hopes to get the work :D as the pay is goooood :D
tatas :DDD !

Sighs,
Vomited alot yesterday.
didn't have a nice sleep .
woke up by desmond called.
then rush to jurongpoint , i thought will
have a nice show.
but in the end , was just saying sorry .
then go. -.-
waste my time going so early.
headed to boonlay with them.
slack , walk here and there .
went to find bi afterwards .
then we fcuking quarrel agn -.-
knn !
i really dont understand what he is thinking at all.
he always says thing that
as if its won't hurt me at all .
its hard to let go , and i dont want to let go.
i dont ask for more.
only ask for your real love.
i dont want to end everything so fast.
you only know how to put all those fcuking blames on me.
have yous ever thought of my feeling.
fcuk LOVE . __