i want this in pink ! }:
Yesterday ;
After school went home.
Slept , wake up go pei someone {:
then waited for bitch wake up .
then cab to jp then to je.
meet up with xiaoping {:
then movie at tiong , the wedding game.
rate it 3.5/5 .
its so damm funny , laugh all the way .
after movie, went down redhill market.
slacked like 10min -.- *thanks to bitch*
tio pangseh and train back with xiaoping.
reach intercnage and left no bus for me to go home -.-
so accompany xiaoping walk to her house there take cab.
in the end still have 99 for me [:
Girlf* pei me chat on phone till home :D
slept after that.

Today ;
Sians ]:
went to jurong point around evening .
meet sharon and wenjing {:
our dress code , is black today .
LOls , slack awhile and went to Girlf* house.
Then gamble at there .
win alots {: *my lucky day !*
gamble till 12am . didn't lose any :D
then Girlf* accompany go wait cab {:
Buy dinner , as only eat one meal today.
Home around 12.30 {:

i just wanna be happy,is that wrong? ]:
Sigh ]:
Slept at 4plus,and went to school today [:
Didn't fall asleep at all . *claps*
till last period , cause too boring ;x
Stomache for the whole bloody day .
went to toilet alot time .
study study study .
After school call bitch , lOls
Then meet ahsen with zoe , slack awhile and home.
prepared , and meet up with bitch and fino .
Cabb down to fino house.
happy new year to everyone there.
gamble a little , lose a little }:
play with the babies they , all damm cute [:
i love babies man :B
went off around 10plus.
went to eat and homed [:

Happy Chinese new year :D
back from malaysia.
Post picture tmr .

Friday ;
before going to malaysia.
went bugis with bitch [:
Damm her , waste our 2hour on bus rides to bugis.
reach there alr night.
so shop in a rush want .
mrt back around 9plus.
She alighted at redhill,find her boyfffffff ~
then went to boonlay alone .
Get my stuff from sharon , slack awhile.
and rush home.
Packed packed , and off to malaysia .

Saturday ;
Reach malaysia at morning :D
Sleep till evening wake up.
ate dinner .
And went rounding during midnight.
Back grandparents house at 4am .
Sleep after that ..

Sunday ;
Wake up around early evening .
Ate food .
Slacked around , ate dinner.
and off to aunt friend house .
walked around,and went to temple pray.
12 strikes , fireworks up :B
very very pretty fireworks.

Monday ;
Aunt , uncles all came .
Collect angbaos :B
ate dinner , and they played mahjong.
didn't get the chance to learn ]:
Waited for 12am , to pray agn .
12 strikes , everyone from the villages
pray together , then fire cracker was join togather
and put .
damm smoky , hide inside aunt house.
Drank with aunt friend :B
Afterwards went to find friend and go rounding .
And we didn't wear helmets everytime we go rounding .
Cross across the streets .
Damm suay , the police car just infront .
Speed off then :B {they chase halfways only}
went to find her friends.
and slack [:
homed at 4am agn .

Tuesday ;
Woke up at early evening.
ate some bee hoon .
Find friend and slack .
then waited for dinner {steamboat}
was damm full , so didn't ate much ]:
wasted .
after dinner went for rounding agn .
then rush back , and come back singapore :D

Boo ~ }:
my foundation broke.
}: ]: }: ]: !
no more foundation ~
Boo ~ }:

Stayed home after school.
hate school more and more.
everyday is copying lines instead of studying.
Was late , and DM take our Ez-link.
and make us copy 200 lines.
english , nvr bring books 50 lines.
From teacher, kpkb.
copy Lifeskills worksheet 5 times.
plus homework ! wth -'- !
i feel like eating marshmellow brownie
At plaza sing.
but no time go down }:
any kind soul ?~ hehehes :D

edited :
Tmr may be going town for new year clothing.
after school.
and then friday off to malaysia.
so far only two dress for new year -.-
sians !

Smile for the better,leave the past behind me

Back from vivo .
change place last min .
try alot sweater , from mango and zara and so on ~
but didn't find any thats fits me ]:
walk around,went to buys things for my cute dog :D
saw quite alots of actors at vivo .
not one of them i like. :x
then huiting brought her ice-cream .
and off to redhill eat , share food with her .
as i was not that hungry.
went to smk after eating.
and the stupid pig drop the chocolate i buy .
idiot ass !!!!!!
that idiot dog run damm fast,chase him up carpark.
then he fly gimme see . {fake one ~~~}
went down find huiting .
10plus alr , so went back home {:
halfway , mood jitao change.
huiting mood change too .
we both damm dulan-.- !
forget it , i seriously hate two-face monster. -'-
having school tmr , nights ~
{maybe changing url soon{:}

Light on by david cook {my blogsong :D}

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain

You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

i am going fareast sooonnnn ~
bye ! post when i am back :D

I have been a good girl today ;D
went school,pay attention whole day.
after school went for a puff first [:
and thats my cig for the whole day, *claps*
finally i smoke lesser and lesser :D
the bus home, watch twilight by a program
at computer .
i still prefer the novel the movie.
after watching , went to sleep :D
gonna do homework later .

Do yous know how much its hurts,
when i think of yous ?
Do yous know how much its hurts,
when i can't see yous ?
Life is never great without yous ]:

Damm freaking hungry now.
Friday.
actually going bugis with hengqi .
but i oversleep.
too tired.
so go bugis during evening with tengyin and cock hao.
nothing caught my eyes.
brought one m)phosis handbag only.
Saturday.
Bugis with wenjing and co.
brought two dress [:
totally same as wenjing but diff colour.
went back to boonlay.
slack and home [:
Today.
actually having dinner with family.
but i went home late.
and i forget to eat my breakfast and lunch ]:
damm hungry now.
To yous :
Thanks for the big packet of lollipop.
I will try to finish it up [:
Dont cry anymore,and smileee [:
Hope yous find a good girlf soon .
and i saw the photo in my wallet.
thanks alot [:
take many many cares always.
with lovesss.

I'm so angry,tired and sad..
-'- ! sians !

Didn't went school today..
cause i feel unwell :x
go take mc , then eat then home ]:
Boring life lahs .
Going Jurongpoint with tengyin and cock hao soon :D
buy my m)phosis bag.
and i fucking spent off my $40 in just 3hour time ]:
will be back ;D

edited .
Came back from jurongpoint [:
Can't find my bag at m)phosis ]:
then walked around .
wanted to eat dinner but they dont wanna eat.
so go starbucks for coffee . {java chip ice blend}
first time trying cause i use to drinking mocha .
Bused home.
Gastric act up -.-
then mother go down packet food for me.
ate and watch tv .
Going bugis with huiting and hengqi tmr :D
so bored now ! actually chating on phone..
but hate talking to him for some reason ~
anyone wanna chat ? :D

Cause Love is never easy to deal with.
And every thoughts of you , kills me inside.
to keep the deepest secret to myself.
Everything that i will face alone,
& Ignorance is a bliss..

I'm back :D
rotting at home now ]:
school life sucks!
morning late agn ~ ..
then when reading time , netball teacher come find me.
talk talk talk ~
gimme two weeks to transfer , wth.
which cca will want me siahs -.-
then form teacher kaypo also , kpkb ~ *yawns*
go back class , art :D {mr saz[: [: [: !}
then lesson as usual .
last lesson , form teacher damm kp .
like crazy like that , keep kpkb. { -'- ! }
actually needed go home take pe go netball.
but skipped :D
after school go smoke one stick first .
then bused to HKE slack.
Ate and left home [:
friday going shopping at bugis,hopefully hengqi that fcuker wont dua me last min! :D

Edited ;
Feel like quiting school suddenly.
wish to start working instead of studying ]:
but maybe i will at least finish my O level.
have alot things to buy in mind.
i started to feel STRESS alr ]:
doing homework soon.
i hate school ~
Birthday coming in a month time ?
i dont know whether to open bbq agn or just go out with girlf .
suggestion anyone ?
and should i get my naval(belly button) pierce this fri too ~? :D
i want tongue piercing also ! :D

Woohoo ~ i am back :D
School was fine [: , i start to love school mre and mre.
but hate my irratating form teacher mre !
Lesson was fine [:
but fall asleep damm many times ;x
after school meet a bitch and pubor ;D
they came to fetch me ! LOLS {actually not}
then we got no place to go.
so decided to go slack :D
i'm a happy girl now.
and i gonna be 'rich' soon .
shopping trip this friday ? anyone wanna accompany me ]:
cause huiting that fcuker needed accompany her darling boyf !

i think i have change.. alot.
People should know..
maybe i look people in a very different way now.
i dunno why am i like this ~
sigh sigh !
everyday has been the same.
Hke , jp ,bl .
maybe i will be addict to lan shop soonn ~ :D
maybe boonlay or with tengyin and her boyf .
hehehes :D

I am broke .. really broke.
very stress .
i am real tired , i hate the stress i am facing.
if only i can avoid this stress..
no one understand me well enough.
maybe i kept everything too much to myself.
i am real stress now...

i hate my father , i hate my mother.
my family sucks to the core.
no one understand me .
i am always the wrong one.
fcuked life -'- !

No school today,which means.
wake up later :DDDD !
auto wake up today , realise phone off agn . ZZzz !
cant on , so forget it and sleep back :D
wake up agn , then finally can on :D
know something bad , smoke smoke smoke -.-
Hais , then meet zoe ..
take my SWEET time to prepare ..
meet her to polyclinic.
Lend money for seeing doc ]:
i am broke like shit ~
wanted to eat , but no money eat .
So drink bubble tea only ~
slack around near yuhua .. then head back to polyclinic.
$19 total , O.O exxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx lahs !
after was offically BROKE ! *clapps*
dont even have money for bus fare ]:
keep smoking sharon cig after that , ]:
then something happened , ]: ]: ]: ]: ]: ]: !
like all my fault siohs ~ stupid potato keep says me.
then slack around , so fcuking boredzxzxzx !
after sharon went home , call zoe down slack agn.
no life ]:
tmr no school agn :DDDDDDD
omfg , i owe ppl $39 total . ]:
how am i going to find money !
didn't eat for the whole day , hungryzxzxzxzxzxz !
hope tmr is a better day ;D
Ohya ! cough meds for tonight ]:
cant sleep have to take , heard that its help.
i have a bad lifestyle man ! ]:

School as usual [:
bored,no lesson starts at all.
sleep through whole english period.
and i fcuking sit in the front now ]:
whichs means ~
so hard to sms ! fcuk !
after school , headed for a puff with samuel.
then off to HKE , meet sharon .
slack around,waited for ahlong and co.
homed around 5plus.
and he is offically out of my mind this time.
i swear [:
i wanna stay single for the time being.
hehehs :D
no school for wed till fri , cause i decided to skip camp :B
Oh ya, forgot to mention !
i seriously detest guys that scold girls .
no matter what they should give in.
i hate them , and i am not refering to anyone.
if yous are guilty while reading, i hope yous fcuk off form my blog [:
and tag me ppl !
Useless guys ;x ! hahhas

I soo feel like sleeping and not wake up agn.
thanks to my ass boyf who dosen't bothering contact me
for two bloody days.
and i waited for his call THIS TWO DAY till i cant sleep.
well , clapppss for him -'- !
suckers.
i wanna get my ass on my bed now alr.
nights ppl ! *althought now is only 5.30pm*

edited;/
just wake up..
so boring,
no missed call,no msg }:
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns
school tmr agn, no life !
plus just quarrel with parents,unreasonable-'-

edited;/
i edit agn.
yays, he contact me.
and we broke off.
what a happy day. *claps*
zzz,btw skipped netball today.
i wonder is there any punishment ? o.O ~
boring.
and first aims of my aims this year.
just cannot make it.
wonder will my next two can make it.

Today went out with sharon and joey.
bugis, so bored for the whole day.
till we started to cock at mrt [:
laugh my ass off totally.
home around 11 .
Sighs,{i miss my boyf;is he still mine?}
Aims for this year.
Lastlong with boyf.
i hope we wont broke off agn, ]:
Part time work after my birthday.
Score well for exams.
Stay Happy.
its so hard for me to ~

Anyone want to get me that chocolate above? :D
Post the photo of fireworks.

in real life its nicer [:
So bored now,cant get to sleep.
i feel like going shopping agn.
Cotton on tees , Something for boyf , foodies , &choclate !
i just brought a leapord hoodies,idk why but i love it alot.
thought i still haven pay for it .
auhhs, and i feel like getting a straightener !
mom gonna buy for me,but not now.

sians ~ when can i get it ]:
i miss boyf,he is still angry !

Woohhooo ~
i am back ;D
i miss a bitch badly , huiting ohh ~ :D
{dont be touch man when yous saw this}
School sucks,teacher sucks,everything sucks.
First day of school.
new form teacher mr Liu, ewww ~ ]:
after school went to find boyf , quarrel -.-
off bakc home,prepare then vivo with tengyin .
brought present for cock hao.
i swear my eyes is so tired thats its keep wanna close.
actually meeting boyf in the night.
but super tired,plus its late alr.
so homed [:
sleep around 10,wooos . rarely sleep so early.
Today actually accompany boyf sis to take money?
for her school thingy .
but oversleep ;x
meet boyf around evening , then off to boonlay at night.
meet sharon , slack slack.
and booo ~ boyf angry,cause i smoke..
Sians ~ tmr maybe going tampines and fareast.
nights people.

I'm back [:
Genting is great,fireworks is nice.
taken many pictures.
school starts tmr,no life agn ]:
Read many many ppl blog.
feel like laughin when i read one .
Regarding of someone,hengqi should know ;D
Hehehs.
Happpy new year ppl , 2009 .
{hopes its a new start to me :D}