Gahhs.
this holiday sucks ]:
dont have any girlf outing at all.
auhhhs ~ i miss all my girlf }:
going gentting tmr ,for countdown.
should i get myself more clothes or a school bag?
i am starting to hate him and school ]:

Having fever now ]:
freaking irritating ..
whole body aching .. sigh ]:
how am i going to finish my homework !
shiiittttt ]:
didn't went out the whole day.
stayed home , and i am sweating like hell now .
fcuking fever , faster go away ~

Yesterday;26/12/08
Yesterday morning woke up very early.
went to make passport.

waste my whole day ]: {sians}
lunch , went to eat at a japanese shop.
look so old and dull .
in the end ate till $80plus ~

Today;27/12/08
actually meeting tengyin in the afternoon.

but i keep fall asleep.

so meet at evening time .
ate at HKE first , then left for hair cut.

my fringe look damm bloody short ]:
went up to cock hao house after that.
Love his dog jackey alot x33
played with him till i dont feel like leaving.
then headed to west coast plaza.

we spent our whole time at guardian.
brought eyebrow liner and a hair cream :D
then headed MOF for icecream last min [:
after that headed home .
jokes around on the way.

So lazy now.
take my keyboard and lie on my sofa and post now ;x
Woke up and was late to meet ahhua .
prepare and off to his house.
pass him birthday present , and slack awhile.
he said something that make me real angry,nbcb .
went off to meet hengqi about evening time.
saw Lueee [: she was with ziting .
then hang out together at jurongpoint.
saw quite many familer faces [:
then off to redhill market slack ,
waited for huiting and her boyf to end work.
then off to vivo with her boyf and co .
thought there is countdown , but in the end.
christmas tree lights off around 11.30 .
then never light up agn , bored christmas ~
slack awhile then headed to her boyf house.
ate cheese cake , given by huiting .
then went to take cab home.
reach home around 2am , tired like shit.
and my fcuking sim card -'-
unlimited sms to cant sms at all .
fcuking shit !

Just came back home from marina [:
and a quarrel with father . -'-
hate my parents lahs ]:
went to hke meet up with des and zoe during evening
then meet up with hengqi.
as she accompany to meet ahhua at jp to take back my psp.
then trained down to tiong alone.
meet up with tengyin .
waited for gabriel.
and bused to marina [:
ate fast food for dinner , ands its a rush one man.
then watch "Yes Man"
rate the movie 4/5 , very funny [:
but i dont like the ending .
&Happy Birthday to Him.

I will return the money to yous man motherfcuker.
yes , boyf and me broke off agn .
stupid relationship . nbcb ~
can't take jokes at all .
cant yous even respect me when yous needa !
fcuker -'-

Edited ;
Suppose to be a happy happy day.
but in the end its turn out to be a break up day [:
break , patch , break , patch , break. sigh.
brought lotsa things ,and i am broke ]:
i am craving for food now ]: auhhhs ~
ding tai feng , fry egg rice , xiao long bao ,
hot and sour soup ~
any kind soul wanna treat me eat ? :DDDD
and i have two full box of chocolate to finish .
oh my ~
but sharing with samuel :D

Jurong point with aunt and co today [:
Brought 2spags and another m)phosis flipflop :D
mum paid for me ;D
then dine in at ding tai feng .
ate many stuff , xiaoo long bao the best [:
walked around.
saw the top above,but the cutting somehow look weird ]:
still considering whether to buy .
nights people,finding boyf tmr :D

Woke up around 5 .
prepare and went to boyf house ;D
waited for huiting to come back jurong .
then meet her at jurongpoint [:
accompany her shop shop .

super bored, she dont allow me go eat until she buy finish.
bloody ass.
went to eat pizza for dinner.

as i craving for pizza at the moment.
eat till we full like shit.
after eat , have a stick and homed [:
fcuk my stupid boyf,but i still love him :D

Edited ;
5.36am now o.O
i am still waiting for boyf to wake up

so he could reply my smses [:
wont be able to go out today ]:
i miss boyf,i miss quarrel*choychoy* hees [:
i wanna get myself a LG phone man.

any intro ?
i want a pink want ;D
when is boyf bringing me go shopping.

when is boyf buying roses for me .
when is boyf fetching me after schools.
when is boyf bringing me to watch a movie agn.
when is boyf bringing me to eat something nice.
when is boyf bringing me to sit singapore flyer.
when when when ~
i must be dreaming if he does all above.
just being random. [:

I am waiting for a bitch to come back jurong now.
so we can go jurongpoint have a walk.
and she is fcuking taking her long time !
faster pleaseeee fuhuiting ! :D
will post agn after come back.
my shit boyf just reply me. assss !

Life is bored -.-
thinking about school re-opening soon.
i feel (@$#&(@^$!@#&_ .
life have been the same everyday .
and i realise i spent on my money mostly
on cigs and cab ]:
wasteddd ~
i wanna cut down on my smoking.
has been smoking too much nowsday.
bored -'-
4.20am now,and i can't sleep ]:
maybe watch videos from tvdeo later on.
siannnnns lahs ! ]:
had a tiff with boyf yesterday night.
unreasonable -_-
whatever ~

i know i look like shit on this picture.
Escape with desmond,jiawei,jiawen,hannah [:
sleep at the morning , and kanna wake up by a bastard.
Jiawei wakes everyone up says we are late.
in the end we waited for him damm long.
des , me and hannah headed for breakfast first.
Mos burger [: , ate half of the ebi burger and 2 mussel only.
super full .
meet up with jiawen , then jiawei .
headed to escape.
on the way,jiawei kanna push .
reached there , played [:
play the kart thingy , and i do some stunts.
and make them laugh their ass of for the rest of the day.
damm embrassing....
then went hunted house,damm scary.
jiawei haven walk finish jiu go out alr.
hannah hide behind my back till we walked out.
played wild and wet jiu go alr .
went to boyf house,slacked till 11.
cabbed home :D

Omfg , i got sucha confused feeling.
should i patch ?
i know i have repeated almost hundred time to my frens
that i wont contact him.
but i still did , whatever -.-
if we patch , i will lost all my freedom.
if i dont , i will lost him.
i just gotta choose one .
but its hards , its super hards.
damm it -'- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skipped netball agn.
sleep till 5plus then wake up :D
watch tv , ate dinner.
watch tv agn .
super bored.
i need a haircut badly now ]:
no ones has time to accompany me !
wth !
tmr maybe going shopping with that bitch[huiting] :D
but she has yet to comfirm with me ! idiotic .
she's going to buy me a present.
LOLS .
nights ppl .

I really let go this time round.
cause the past keeps linger on me .
if wanna blame, blame on yous yourself.
how yous dont cherish me in the first place.
is too late to mend back.
sorry but i only can love you by myself.
cause its hurts more to go on.
have been avoiding your qns.
finally i face it , and gave yous this ans.
"i wont patch,cause the past lingers on me still"
takecares boy .

i can't be alone,cause i think of you.
Blogsong changed [:
Woke up around 4 agn .
then prepare till around 6 .
then walked to lakeside.
took mrt down alone to tiong then .
Reach there ,wait for tengyin at the booth .
tengyin went to look around the clothes at littlematchgirl .
try one spags too .
Dont fit me ]:
brought my playing cards from cock hao [:
then slacked till they close up the store.
went to eat dinner , ramen {:
cock hao started to play with wasabi .
till he drop tears , me and tengyin laugh like shitzxzx :D
cabbed down to cyberdoom after dinner.
slacked awhile , and cabbed home around 12 .
alot chickens at there man , they dont wear bras -.-
maybe cutting hair tmr :D
no idea what to cut anyways ]:

I need to learn to smile.
Woke up around 4 .
prepare and went down tiong bahru.
see them work , around 8plus.
go down redhill accompany huiting work for her boyf.
get pay from her boyf mom first [:
around 10plus then walk to mrt meet tengyin and her boyf.
reached jurongeast .
and they somehow quarrel ?
when bus came , cock hao go up.
tengyin walked away .
and i am standing there like a retard .
don't know who to follow at all -.-
in the end bused home alone .
needa go shopping soon with huiting [:
and i can't stay alone.
i need to get myself busy so i wont think of yous anymore.
sighs , though i miss you still but i needa let go }:

You gotta learn what is cherish .
age dosen't matter in LOVE at all .
STOP pushing blames on me .
Learn to put yourself in my shoes.
though yous are honest enough to tell me.
but i don't give a damm.
even scolding yous make me feel tired.
yous are HOPELESS .
Prove to me yous can change , if yous find me words
un true .
maybe yous wont saw anyways .
but this short message is for YOU .
though i am unreasonable at times.
yous understand , but yet you dont wanna give in.
Takecares boy .
& if yous can , DEFINE LOVE to me .

quite a old picture,but i thinks i look much more happy last time

Change Blogskins [:
i feels that my life become so simple and meaningless alr.
everyday has been the same .
i needa change my way of living soon .
Have been giving almost everyone my F attitude.
i am sorry to those who i gave my attitude to.
my mood turns super bad nowsday .
have been getting sleepless night and so on.
i need to change , i know .
sigh , sound emo -.-
meet hengqi and samuel today .
went to jurongpoint , and jurongpoint extentsion is so cool.
lots of shop now [:
walked around then meet chuxiong .
slack , homed around 9plus ?
i feel so early today .
tmr getting pay from huiting .
then i have nowhere to go -.-
everyone is living their life in a better way.
yet i am still stuck in a fcuked life -'-
sigh.

my super chioo balloon made by tengyin and her boyf .
just burst by my ass sis !
damm her .
life still the same for me [:
i finally learn to LET GO of him , i am proud of myself .
LOLS !
gonna get pay tmr and gonna go shopppinnnggggg :D

Wake up by samuel call.
as i told him to wake me up [:
thanks .
and samuel kang : shit yous man ! now sms hengqi luhs hohs. psk ! :P
then tengyin called, and said she need plastic bag O.O
me as a good friend .
travel down from jurong to tiong bahru alone .
to pass her plastic bag ! wth -.-
accompany them to work -.-
i was so hell bored there , alone sit down .
and go eat ..
sians -.-
tmr needa accompany her as her darling boyf will not be there.
saw ahhua big bro girlf too .
and happy two months to tengyin and cock hao [: !
after shop close , went to eat together with them
and damm them -.-
keep hug and kiss infront of me ]:
jokes around in mrt , then bused home with cock hao
after sending tengyin to wait bus .
another bored day T-T

Damm it .
i spent $47.20 on my wedding dress ]:
i wanna have another shopping soon ..
when am i getting my pay , my dearest huiting !?
Today woke up , watch tv awhile
then prepare meet hengqi and samuel downstairs my house.
was late for like one hour plus ? Hahhas :D
then walked to void deck slack .
6plus off to hilton hotel [:
beautiful place ~ but i didn't manage to snap any photo .
food serve , bride and groom are so sweet [:
envyy them like shit [:
i hope to get married soon :D hahahs
ate till i was like super full ?
drink red wine too [:
then cabbed home .
tmr have nowhere to go ? ]:
tuesdays accompanying tengyin to work for her boyf :D
selling magic stuff .
located at tiong bahru plaza , can come buy :D
Loveeees [:

Quarrels agns.
everything seems to be my fault right now.
i no longer feels your love,care and everything.
i dunno how to slove all this problems alr.
maybe avoiding yous will helps.
takecares.
put everything to an end this time
we will dont mean for each other maybe.
cause yous wont change , and i know.
i will put a smile and leave this time .
takecares , love [:

I am so borred ..
i hope friday faster come ];
bored like shit everyday at here ..
yays , tmr going back.
*fast forwards please*
sooo hell bored.
maybe baking cake later on or bike rounding agn ?
anyone can online and accompany me chat now !?
sighs ]:
gonna enjoy myself when i am back at singapore agn ;D `

Now at malaysia lan [;
Hhaahs , playing com .
super bored at here ]:
no shopping or anything.
haven smk for alot day alr .
maybe buying malaysia want
life here is so bored.
bike rounding , eat , sleep , play lan , play with baby ]:
sighs. . alot cutes baby pictures ;D
will upload when i am back .
i feel like going diet agn O.O
ate so much at here alr .. sighs.
saturday maybe going shopping or other place ? :D
imy everyone ;D , Lovesssss [:

at malaysia now .
bored ..
will be back by friday .
:D
miss my girlf and boyf [:
finding work soon after i come back .
and thanks tengyin and COCK HAO for the great advise :D
the couple that help me most when i need someone .
Loves,miss yous two :D

edited .
super trouble now .
sighs .
talking to an adviser . thanks alots [:
can't sleep ..
sigh !